My Own Little Space

2010-09-01T04:22:00.000-07:00

This blog of mine like so dusty nw le!!~ Hah, its been long since i last update..
Reflecting back on my life journal..

Had a chat wif a sec scl friend and i share the same sentimental as him...
It's really a regret back thn in sec scl that i didn't study well and get good results which now i realise how impt sec scl results can be...
Wasted 1-2 yrs...
I still remember when i go back to scl to take my O LVL results, its the most saddest and depressing day of my life.
After obtain my cert, i hold my tears to the computer lab and cried very hard there..
Its as if its the end of the world..
My form teacher Ms Sharon Tan came in and gave me her support and encouragement
Telling me to try apply thru DAE to get into Poly..
I even go down to several Poly to appeal
But it was all unsucessfull...

Then i continue to Clementi ITE with Wesley as i dont know what i want to do...
There, i have fun. I learn, i get to expose, i play and i enjoy my stay there..
Its merely a yr but i grow up alot there...
Having passed my english, i continue to RP...

Life in RP was not as smooth as i thought.
I struggle at the begginning as the learning environment, style is all diff...
But after afew mths, i'm immue to it...

Now, i'm going to have my final exam in RP next monday.
I really hope i can do well for it and break the 3.5 hurdle overall..
After the UT3 next week, will be having my Internship at...
Marina Bay Sands for 6 mths!!! Till next yr march!!
I hope that before i enlist into NS next yr, i'm able to secure a place at a Uni first as i do not wish to stop my education here...
Having grown up in a poor family, i do want to earn more money and provide my love one and family with a better environment!!

Thinking on my future career path..
I do think that i like to work in the bank or in a government sector (police or army)
But that will be at least few yrs ltr..!!
And my age is catching up on me..
Sometimes i really wonder if i shd just stop and enter the working society alr..
So as to ease my parents burden..

But now, my aim is to do well for the UT3 thats coming!!
Thats alll!!~
Wish me luck =S

If only i can rewind back, i'll make sure i get it over once and for all...!

2010-03-20T20:48:00.000-07:00

7Days 5 Night Australia Visit (Memory)

Departed Singapore at 3.15PM and reached Brisbane at 12.45AM on 15 Mar
Then went on to check in at Hotel Ibis at Brisbane City.
Along the way, the street was very quiet, with not much vehicles and ppls ard.
The night scenery was nice though.
Brisbane is surrounded by water, like Gold Coast and Brisbane River.

15Mar
Wake up early in the morning ard 6plus, went to eat breakfast after that and check out
And take a coach to Queensland Performing Arts Center where its quite similar to Singapore Esplanade showcasing stage performance and backstage tour, how they plan and put the facilities tgt to support performance grp that's coming in.
Then, went to have lunch at a seafood restaurant at Chinatown (The food sux)
And went on to climb the story bridge which is like 22 storey high in the middle of a highway and near by have a wheel of Brisbane which is like Singapore Flyer.
The climb was tough as we gt to dress up in uniforms, along with safety belt, walker-Talkie, and move in a grp of 12.
Its fun and cooling up at the bridge, with a city view of the whole Brisbane.
The instructor is humurous, and encouraging as well.
Went to have dinner at another seafood restaurant, and to Gold Coast and check in at Islander Resort Hotel there.

16 Mar
Wake up and had the same breakfast again (Bacon, eggs, Bread, Sausage, Jam, Butter, Juice)
Spent the whole day at Dreamworld which is like Singapore Escape Theme Park.
The rides there are much more thrilling and scary thn Singapore, and have a specific theme throughout the park where it gives a very imaginative feel.
Didn't took most of the rides as the look of it just scare me ahha..
Some MUST rides include the Claw, Tsunami, The Terror Tower
There also have a wildlife section where we can have close contact with the Kangaroos, Koala Bear, Tiger.
Then take a coach back to Gold Coast and dine at another SEAFOOD RESTAURANT THERE where its always ard the same type of food: soup, vegetable, eggs chicken, and fish
With 1 basket of rice and tea served for each table.
Then, back to hotel.

17 Mar
After having the same breakfast, went to Griffith University at Gold Coast.
Its where Mr Aaron Tham took his Degree there.
Gained lots of insights on progression path and can be quite exp to study at Aus
With all the living exp, scl fees and all.
Then, have a light lunch served there with sandwiches, and fruit
Went on to HerbourTown Mall where there's a chain of shop there selling products directly from the factory and shop there till evening.
Then, went for dinner at another SEAFOOD RESTAURANT and back to hotel.

18 Mar
Assemble in the Hotel Lobby by 6.50AM, and went to Gold Coast for surfing
There's 2 instructor for a grp, and had a fun session there.
Its windy, the wave are much more stronger thn Singapore one.
Ard 9 plus, went back to hotel and had a bath and check out. Went to walk ard after that, and lunch at a SEAFOOD RESTAURANT near by.
Then, take a coach back to Brisbane, and took a ferry to Tangalooma Wild Dolphin Resort at late afternoon for 1 hr 15 mins.
The enitire island there is cool, the seawater is suer clear, and went to check in at the resort hotel and down for Penguin feeding.
It's where we have close contact with the dolphin, and they're very cute x3
We just went down the sea water, about our waist level, and the dolphin will come to us for the fishes in our hand.
Then, went for a dinner buffet at a restaurant there.
(Finally something different)

19 Mar
Wake up ard 7 plus, and had a super fast breakfast as will late and went for a Desert Safari Tour and Sand tobogganing.
The entire Mini bus rides up was fun, its like taking a roller coaster where the bus just keep "jumping" due to the road. Then, reached the desert and its super hot but windy.
Have to climb up the tall hill behind, and slide down with a wooded board and google.
Its pretty fun and good exp too, and then went back to hotel to bath and check out.
Went for lunch buffet, and prize presentation after that at a basketball court.
Had several hours of free time to walk around the Resort, and going there is like really close to the nature.
There's a wide range of activities that can be carried out there from helicopter riding, canoeing, diving, and alot more.
Then, took a ferry back to Brisbane and had our own dinner at Queen Street Mall.
Took a coach to Kangaroos Point later where there's no Kangaroos at all but a awesome night view of Brisbane.
After that, went to the airport and hang ard there till 2 plus and took Emirates flight back to Singapore
And reaced here ard 8, took cab home, and slp by 10am.

For the entire study tour at Brisbane/Gold Coast/Tangalooma Resort:
The weather is sunny but windy
The stuff there are generally expensive
Australian love partying
Have a natural sense of humour
Australian are warmth and friendly

Well, its a good experience there and hope to go back there in future (:

2010-01-04T07:41:00.000-08:00

Since starting of 2010 till nw...
All i can say is its really a bad start for me...
Everything nt going smooth...
Be it scl, r/s, job, etc and etc...
Really hope all these bad luck will go away
shoo shoo!~~ ):
I become very hot tempered >.<
It's really bad ):
Lots of test, scl week coming.. but the mood doesn't seems to be rite.. =/
And in few more days its my B'day which remind me of....
Yan Wei
Mark
Wee Keng
cuz their B'day before me!!
Haha happy B'day guys be it whether ur will see this =x
I won't be having any bbq...
or any party although it's like a very big thing? >.<
Not looking forward to it as well as ...
Guess there's really nth good to look forward to afterall..
Just hope everything will be smooth for everybody and me.. (:

Btw this is a must watch show by Luo Zhi Xiang and Rainie Yang
"Hi My Sweetheart"
Is the only show that make me laugh and feel alot as well..
*thumbs up*
And the song too by them superb!

>> These few days has been terrible, as if like everything gone ): Pls stay with me will you?<<

bb

2009-12-28T05:10:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
In few more days will be year 2010 le!
And i'm going 21 in around 2 more weeks
It's like so fast ~~ *hais old le*
Feeling quite sad recently
Cuz living expenses in Singapore is so high
Very hard to survive esp when parents didn't earn much
Really hope can get another job somehow sooon!~
$_____________________________$
Haha... think my 21st B'day not going to make it very big..
Cuz of test before, on, and after my B'day =_=
SO perfect... =/
Haiz *New Phase Of Life*
My Wish:
Do well for studies ***
Lots of $$ **
Good health *

2009-11-23T07:21:00.000-08:00

Happy 1 yr cheryl dar!~
We've make it to 1 yr le..
Wells, ut 1 is over and all i can do now is really pray hard T_T
Alot of blanks, mistake, after soo long nv take ut sigh!!
Hope it wont be very bad though T_T
Christmas and new yr coming...
Very fast will be 21 le T__T
How to celebrate? =P hais =/

2009-11-05T05:05:00.000-08:00

It's been long
It's been week 5 already
Few more weeks to go!
Recently has not been working no $$$
Haiss
1st UT didn't complete 2 qns =_= GG le.=/
Wells, zao~

2009-10-18T08:44:00.000-07:00

It's incredibly fast!
2 weeks of scl just flew by like that
Wells, this blog of mine like half dead le..
Still rem when its 1st set up
Is to jot down memories and thoughts.
Shall cotinue wif it but once in awhile i guess~
Really feel worried for my PP
Gt to rework =_=
My advisor really pro de, nv reply till last mins thn rework
But he knowledgable la LOl..
Nw send in the rework le but no news from him again =_=
I dont want repeat this err~ =//
And Nxt yr will be the final yr le
1 Sem of scl and 1 sem of attachment! =_=
1st batch to exp the IEP so weird~
LOl, which means nw is the last 2nd sem of scl >.<
By nxt yr all e IR will be up le!
Maybe in future can work there? HAHA
So tired~ no work = broke =/

Wells, and going to be 11 mth soon!~
Happy 11 mth! ^@^
Sign off le boo~

2009-10-06T02:25:00.000-07:00

It's the 2nd day since scl reopen!
It's really been a tough and tired day for me everyday =/
Coping in scl is not easy.
New environment
New people
New challenges
New module
This sem having 5 days week:
Mon- Business Statistics
Tues-Hospitality and Tourism Management
Wed-Financial Accounting
Thurs-Customer Relationship Management
Fri-Service Quality and Professional

And very sadly, this whole mth will nt be working on weekend so there will be no $$$
Haiss, and so far my current class E55F i would say its getting harder and harder mixing ard.
Rp allow us to have alot of friends
Can really know alot
But those close one is really pathetic i would say >.<
How i hope i'm only left with this last sem to go but too bad, there's still 1 more plus yr to go.. +_+
wells stop here le~
!!!

2009-09-29T07:20:00.001-07:00

Having a severe headache nw ): sigh..
Bon voyage guys~
Another round of battle coming up soon
How i wish i could go but hopefully nxt time there's chance to go haha =/
Hmm.. >.<

2009-09-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

After 10 mths tgt, realised distance does play a part somehow...
It's not abt whether its worth it or nt
Life's short, but the amount of time spend on travelling can be real scary even more when i'm alone
Can only blame on me staying so far out from town area ):
Holiday coming to an end~
How i wish it could be longer~
Was badly hit by 1 of the module results
It's the worst that i've done so far ):
Just 3 more sem to go~
Really hope to do better and earn more $$ in future LOL =/
Hotshott is really a nice show =P HAHA =0
>> Hope is the word<<

2009-09-05T07:05:00.000-07:00

Realised that it's been awhile since i last blog so here i am >.<
So fast 1st week of holiday just flew pass like that ):
Only 1 achievement. Finally done with the project~
Well, only manage to work during weekends as usual haiss
$_$
Guess just gonna slack for e whole holiday hmm~

Random thoughts~
From nw till grauduation gt 1 and 1/2 yr more
Plus army 2 years +_+
What should i do after my graduation and army?
Which job industry will i be in?
What will the future be like?

Tired is still e word =X
okay shoo!~

2009-08-14T08:51:00.000-07:00

Left last 2 days of scl le!~
Maybe Tues will nt be going, shall see ba =P
This sem hardly take photos with my class~
Can say that had been very slack, alot keep nv come or left halfway LOL...
Major Exam coming and after that, will be holiday!~
LOng break! Don't know what i'll be doing..
My plan was to finish up PP and work to earn $
But after much tots maybe will just work for 3 weeks out of the 5 weeks if possible..
Shall see cuz dunno whether AM will approve or nt >.<
If nt shall just stick to whatever days given and work on my PP and slack~
Feel like going overseas! Hope will have chance!~
And Ronnie had gone to Taiwan today for 1 yr for his NS le..
Bon Voyage! (:
Only 1 thing to be happy, getting bursery coming sunday (:
$_$ HAHA!

2009-08-02T08:26:00.000-07:00

8th Mth! And Her B'day
Celebrated cheryl dar B'day and our 8th mth!
Gave her a card, bag, watch, and B'day cake!
Glad that she like it =D
MingShun is feeling super tired nw...
For this mth, only working for 5 days although i wanna work more for $$
Due to AM say enough ppls alr.. Haiz =/
Actually can expect le like would u rather have someone that can work everyday, or someone that can only work for weekend >.<
Money is not everything, but without money is really the end!
Just hope will still have job to do =( sigh..
Anw, holiday coming in another 3 more weeks, after the major exam..
Feel like using it to chill, and complete my PP as it can be really worrying as the date for submission draw nearer and nearer and i've hardly anything done ):
But still, money is another issue =X
*Pinning hope that bursery faster come and will be successful*
Scl term coming to an end..
SO fast, going to change class again..
This will be what i'll be taking nxt sem..
MODULE CODE MODULE NAME
B204 Customer Relationship Management
B208 Service Quality and Professional Etiquette
B215 Financial Accounting
B218 Business Statistics
B312 Hospitality and Tourism Management

And worst still it's 5 days week! T_T
*Hope will do well for the upcoming and FINAL UT for this sem*
GOing towards 9th mth le~
This song describe it all: Insomnia

Never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

>>When anything else doesn't really matter<<
>>Move on, Miracle come pls<<
Tired me >.<
Tml will be a better day? =S

2009-07-20T08:51:00.000-07:00

Firstly, happy B'day to Cheryl!! 18 yrs old le!!
And happy 8th mths to us too.
A photo that bring back lots of memory~
It's the 1st time i really did alot to prepare the present, hope she'll like it =X
All these while, to me its a blessing to have her
Though at times we quarrel, unhappy, cry, but she's always been there when i need support
It's a hard journey, even me myself didn't expect..
Frankly speaking the feeling of waking up super early on e weekend is terrible
Feels like a zombie, not enough slp..
And Wed seems to be the only off day for me ..
Everyday just seems to be so tiring for me..
Now coming to week 12 le.. few more weeks of scl..
My 1st UT can only use sux to describe ):
Just hope will be better..
Been having the emoo feeling recently..
Be it in scl, in class, or outside..
Life's like ups and downs
Sometimes i just wish to put everything aside and leave..
It's been stresss, rushing momentum :(

Once again Happy B'day to cheryl dar!

接受-梁靜茹好好聽!

仿佛已经自由
下一个我变成风
吹过你的脸孔差点失控
回忆在愿里遗留的恨说
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我多
我们都接受
一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重
诚实的过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些人都能记得多久

Nothing really stayy when i move ahead
All is left is memory
Maybe that's my life
Footprint left behind only...

2009-06-28T08:13:00.000-07:00

July coming!!
Going to be a expensive mth haiss =P
2 impt date =) *burning*
Anw H1N1 is getting alittle warm up hmm..
Suddently feel myself in a danger zone
Scl gt 51 cases till today omg =__=
Ahh.. go scl like waiting to for someone close to get thn will get quarantee
Luckily my block still safe so far +_+
LOL.. wish everybody luck xD
Wells that's all..
*didn't do too well for 1st ut =((
Jia you!

2009-06-15T04:08:00.000-07:00

1st day of scl!
Holiday over ~~ and going to have scl for straight 10 weeks
Well, was super sleepy throughout the whole day and tired..
Cuz still prefer holiday after all xD
Haha.. And i gt a facebook acc le for fun nia
Do add me yea =X
The past 2 weeks had been slacking, spending time with dar, and some friends.
And weekend working at SCC
Has been tiring, but okay ba since gt nt enough $$
And went to IT fair and bought a mouse =S
LOL.. and she gt a thumdrive =X
Realise that nw is my 2nd yr le..
After nxt yr will be army le
How time flies~ Will be entering another stage of life soon?
T_T I want to be youth forever!! =P
And yupp, it's the 7th mth le..
Love u lots dar! (:
Hope will get gd results though..
And strike 4D!! Need lots of $$
Feel like going for car license but still better to save enough 1st
Maybe nxt yr? =S
Alright nw others having holiday thn i having scl =_=
Haiss~~ LOL

2009-05-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

It's been longg! T_T
Feeling for the past few weeks: Tired, vexed =X
Finally PP scope has approve..
Comment: Good scope. Please consider adding a part on recommendations to you study. It is important to apply your knowledge gained over the years. Please proceed with your project.
But from here, dont really know how to continue on le hard !~
Scl is still hectic lottss off stuff +_+
Daily grade for this sem is hard to get lol..
Really have to fight for it =/
And faci comment can be motivating source sometimes xD
One of the comment that keep me motivated:
Ming Shun Good job done ! You contribute good ideas in class and I am sure you have put in your effort to understand the crux of the problem right from meeting 1.Good team player too and being an analytical person has enabled you to share effectively during presentation Clear explanation on the factors to consider .. Good elaboration given too.
Rj;Yes, you have hit the nail on its head. This is the essence of the day's learning objective and your contribution is indeed significance
PS: If every faci also write like that i will surely be super motivated but apparently it isn't =/
Work is super tiring!! on weekend
Esp have to crawl out so early to go work!*&$%#@
Holiday coming! 1 more week plus ^-^
Feel like resting!! haiss
Dont know is getting old le or really is tiring =X

Anw cant believe it that it's been 6 mths i been with her!
haha =PppP <33
Had dinner at New York New York
But nt as nice as we thought =P
Think order wrong dish LOL!
But still loving it =D

Wells, that's all folks xD
Update again sooonn~~ xD

2009-05-05T07:40:00.000-07:00

Scl started for 3 weeks le..
Feeling: Tired =/
Although is four days scl, but think work on weekend morning, and insufficient sleep still tire me down..
Received a super bad news of dad.
Can only say health is really very impt, must tc of it..
=(
Yupp..
Well, think that's all...
Bye~ Have a gd days ahead..
*Fill me with warmth*

2009-04-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

Today no scl..
Since scl had started for 2 days le, but the throat, flu, and fever is making me awful and giddy
It's rather diff for me nw compare to the past
Mon- Market Sensing and intelligence
Tues- Sales Management
Wed- Off
Thurs- Marketing
Fri- Strategic Thinking Skills

So far, all e module are like all marketing to me =_=
Making my brain crack =(
And gt quite a number of gd speaker in my class..
Make me quite stress lol..
They speak like professional =/
Need to mug hard
Hope can get good grade still..
And gt a impt project this yr- PP(Professional Profiling)
Have no idea what to do and how to do lol..
Anyone can help me?
=/ Haisss..
I just hope everything will be fine xD
And sickness go away!!!
It's torturing me =(
Help me someone!! =/

Yet another day....

2009-04-19T09:11:00.000-07:00

End of holiday
Back to scl
Yr2 le.. *Time flies*
Will be at E66D for this sem
*Reflection for e whole holiday*
Spent alot of time working..
Didn't really spend much time with gf, friends, family.
Afterall, reality is harsh
And truth hurts.
Some unhappiness here and there,
restless, and forcing myself to wake up early at times =/
And nw scl start le
Will be working at scc for weekend only
To earn for my own pocket money
And wed will be a full rest day for me hee~
Think many ppls ask why i keep work back at scc
Cuz there really no future =/ and wasting time? =_=
But for me nw, i dont care abt this cuz money is more impt
Just want more $$
And its only temp so its okayy
And the job quite slack, and familiar le so yupp
Continue untill i have enough $$ le or find better job thn quit?
But will be starting from May as nw till thn is really rest to recover
As i've fall sick some days back
For quite awhile..
Cannot tahan the tiredness and exhaustion
Guess i'm nt a robot afterall =X

And lastly, happy 5th mth to .. . .. . . .

Dine at Mathattan Fish Market..

Thanks for being there for me all e while.

I love u <3

Ps: my panda eyes =/ and exhaustion, hope will get better ^-^

Hope to catch up with everybody!!

Have a gd week ahead..

2009-04-08T09:37:00.000-07:00

Since the start, i alr know it will be a hard journey for me le.
Sometimes its nt that i'm a money face person but i value $$ alot.
Cuz i know the impt of it and the impact it can give.
Closing down to near 1 week of work le before scl start.
Tired? How can the tiredness be compared with her 7 days work?
Everyday seeing them work till so late..
*In no position to complain*
Feel really very sad..
Wish that she will get well..
And nth happen..
For i rather it happen to me. =(

Its been long since i met up with everyone le...
Everybody having their own life..
Even the closest have nt been in contact for quite awhile..

I appreciate ur everything.. <3
Thanks.. =(

傻瓜
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样却又再一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价代价只是一句傻瓜

2009-04-01T07:40:00.001-07:00

Happy April fool Day!
Everytime kana the same trick
"MingShun u drop money on the floor
Huh where?!? xD (start looking at the floor)
April fool -_- LOL! "
So fast its april le..
Which means ... .. ...
Scl starting sooon (20 Apr)
Work ending soon (Till 19 Apr)
Holiday ending soon
But love will always be the same=D
Sometimes find my life quite dull
For the whole of the holiday, seems to be just working
Missed out alot =(
Hardly have time to be with Her & friends..
But when $$ is concern, just have to ba
If my family is rich thn diff case ba.. =/

And alr 20 yrs old le..
But still studying..
Quite weird though cuz ppls will normally have the impression that 20 yrs old le shd be working le..
Somehow nt too optimistic abt my future
Like can alr foresee will face lots of difficulties..
I just hope that in the end when i'm really out to work all will be fine..
*Hope for the best*

Another day on e way...
Best wishes~

2009-03-24T21:35:00.000-07:00

Hello!! Ming Shun is back

Yup, basically the ShengZhen and HK trip is all abt slacking, eatting, and slping =_=

The bus trip from 1 place to another was really long..

And ate alot of roast duck, chicken, and chaw siew thru out the trip too..

The stuff there are cheap, allow alot of rooms for bargaining

But when i'm there, dont quite like the toilet, super smelly err...

Will rather bear wif it than go inside LOL =_=

As for shopping, didn't buy much thingy too and left with alot of $$ back..

Cuz nt alot of thingy caught my eyes

In the sense their clothes, and such..

I will prefer HK over Shenzhen as HK looks much more similar to SG and the road, place, are much more organised, the food also much more appropriate.

Roar!!

Nw when back, is all the way work with some offdays till scl reopen le..

The reason why i didn't choose to end earlier is cuz nt going to work during scl days unless gt weekend job only so want to earn more =P

Its tiring but will be over soon ba =D

And I really love Cheryl alot!!

Been thru alot tgt le..

Hope we'll last yea!!

Sry to neglect u most of the times...

And my new class is E66D

>> New beginning, new hope..<<

Us, Happy 4th mth..

Harpieeeee 4th Month!

2009-03-18T08:50:00.000-07:00

Hey my dearest, thanks for your sweetest post! though you're at a faraway land from me, i feel your presence though i miss you.

As i forbade you goodbye today, witnessing you taking the cab to the airport, there were thousands of emotions inside me which cant be expressed. Silly, that's a word to describe me? LOL. I had a wonderful lunch with you today. It was superb! I'm sorry that i cant do anything for you when you were sick, all i could do is to give you loads of vitamin C sweets!? I enjoyed the companion we had together, regardless of any types of moments. ranging from sadness to happiness moments. I hope you will have a fun and enjoyable time at Shen zhen and HK? Do miss me much cos i do. :)

Last but not least, HAPPY 4th MONTH <33 much.

2009-03-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

It's been long..
MingShun is back!!
Finally a off day today yupp!!
Nxt wed will be going to ShenZhen/HK with SUI IG le..
Will be the last trip tgt le ba? =/
A get-away trip =X before scl start..
Will be away from 18(wed) to 21(sat)
22(sun) thn will reach SG..
And on that day after coming back will be working again!!
Untill 27 Mar thn off le..
Really chiong work all e way? But still gt sufficient time to rest and such ba..
Except that neglect her..
Really feel bad..
*A feeling that cant be explained*
But i just have to for $$
Will repay back le okay.. After the holiday =) <3
Tml will be a better day..
H-O-L-I-D-A-Y on the way!!

2009-02-28T08:30:00.000-08:00

It's march le! wells, in the midst of holiday le..
Will be a working holiday? =S
I've 7 off this mth!!! So yupp, will have abit of holiday too?
Results are out too..
I got 3.3 for sem 2 =((
Quite sad cuz decrease le.. sigh..
Can only say try harder next sem? =/
Overall get 3.4 yupp.. Passed yr 1!!! LOL
Work had been okay so far.. Earn $$ =))
Meet up with Sec scl peeps also..
Can say its fun chatting with them xD
Although its only for awhile but enjoy myself..
More outings? =))

I dont know why things turn out like that..
Haiss..
Time to reflect le..
Whatever it is, i love u.

And another mth on e way..
Enjoy ya holiday guys...

2009-02-20T05:40:00.000-08:00

To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.

Everything in life we have to fight for it as long as we want it.

You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.

Love comes when manipulation stops; when you think more about the other person than about his or her reactions to you. When you dare to reveal yourself fully. When you dare to be vulnerable.

People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

The difference between school and life? In school, you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life, you're given a test that teaches you a lesson.

In love, it is better to know and be disappointed, than to not know and always wonder.

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.

Coming to the last week of Feb le..
Time flies isn't it?
Work for 1 week plus le in SCC
Can only say everything still the same just that the ppls change only.
And the working hrs makes me feel quite tired in the sense too early or too late..
Wells, and realised that cant save much too for the earning this holiday.
Income - expenses = nothing much left =/
Haha.. Feel that the living exp in Singapore is really high erm =S
Anw, finally have reached 3rd mth le for r/s.
Had been a happening(high and low) season for us.
But glad that has been thru everything tgt.. <3
Woo~ above are some quotes that explain how i feel over the past few days.
Hee~

Holiday!! How's urs? ><

2009-02-15T08:26:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's day!!

Although abit late xD

Well, on that day could really see alot of couples, more than usual.

And the girl will be holding on to flower ~sweet~

*Love's in the air* haha

I give my darl a forever wont die flower and a box of chocolate

its a must? =S hee~

And a special flashback ppt xD

Think i'm a bad planner, as some things nv go well..

But did do my best le so hope she's like it =)

Hmm.. its been quite some times since holiday start le from chinese new yr period untill now amd will be on till 20 Apr 09

1st 2 weeks of holiday merely look for jobs, and slack!!

And finally, darl going to start work this coming tues and i'm alr working since 11 Feb at Singapore Cruise Centre le, as they replied to me!

Was considering btw SCC and Birk Park but still choose to work SCC cuz they allow me to work till 19 Apr =)

And yup, is either 7am-3pm or 3pm-11pm

Still feel tired at times =/ 6 days per week =/

But really need work for $$ so yup no choice xD

*someone super nt happy over the working hrs =/

Can understand but still feel sad xD ha, that's life ba.

There's separation so that we will better treasure the times tgt? =X

Hope we can overcome all the obstacles tgt..

And 19 Feb will be 3rd mth le!! =)

Ohh ya.. And have change phone le to Samsung F480 =)

T_T money hahaa.

Alot of nice songs nowsday=))

Pics time on V.day

2009-02-06T08:26:00.000-08:00

Ranting Post
2nd Week of holiday coming to an end le!
Wells, economy now is really bad
Had a extreme hard time finding job nw
Last time, i used to think that when Starhub send me to another dep(telemarketing), the pay drop from $9/hr to $6.25/hr + commision.
That's why i quit during Dec last yr cuz of the drop and the stress and tired.
I seriously dont quite like the feeling of working and studying at the same time.
Its extremly tiring having to rush here and there
But now, from last week till now, me and darl had a hard time finding job
Really makes me feel exhausted and quarrel wif her cuz of this too =/
Super dont like job agency that paste lots of jobs in the internet but efficiency is really lousy and drawing so much money from us.
Then went for quite some interview..
But before that gt try asking starhub but their headcount freeze..
EPS for cruise centre but they say will get back if gt vacancy..
Even going back to past job seems very hard too..
Maybe is really i left a negative image of me to them when i work last time that's why they like dont want me erm.. Lol.. ok, i know slack and nt serious at times xD

Wed went for high achiever interview..
Its a faci job for indoor and outdoor..
Thn in e end, get into indoor, $12/hr but still need training and such..
I quite like cuz pay quite gd but shall see after the training..
Then thurs went for Hilton Hotel for banquet crew
But i think its seriously waste of time..
Cuz the lift and the environment really not very gd..
The lift can stuck halfway want, and very disorganised the hotel..
In e end only accept afew and treat us like stupid like that saying your must wear black pants and shoes -___- thought that we nv do before service crew =/
Fri went to jurong Bird park for service crew job too
Pay is $5.40/hr but need to commit for 6 mth
Which means that after April, still have to continue till July during weekend?
I was considering too cuz dont like to work during scl days and scared will not have so much time le..
But need $$ so shall just go for a try out nxt sunday ba.
And the IEP in charge gt call me again for jobs
Actually was posted to Mac Donald for management training -_-
But look like dotss so reject it
1 mth -> $500, 5 days/week, 9hrs per day
Looks little so nv go.
Thn called again cuz gt 1 at charles and keith
1 mth ->$600, 5-6 days/week, 9 hrs per day
And i reject again..
Cuz think tha pay is just too little le, me picky right? =S
Thn he said in service line, have to expect long working hrs -__-
And going to make it compulsory le so there be no escape nxt time xD

Wells, the route to work seems really hard =/
But am glad that Cheryl still stay wif me thruout!!
Hee~ <3 u lots!
And Valentiene day coming..
And 3rd mth too hmm..
Die ( no $$ haha =S)
Hope that will really have a stable income soon! xD
And for those still studying -> all e best for exam, scl and project
On vacation -> Happy slacking, work, or whatever xD

And i miss alot of ppls actually..
Stay wif me! =)
>> Its all the thoughts that counts<<

2009-01-23T07:59:00.000-08:00

Today mark the end of scl term le!

End of semester 2 which means i'm moving on to yr 2 le!

Actually for the semester 2, E36C has bring me all types of feeling ba.

Sad cuz for me, i think the class is nt very united in the sense split into many group and some still like stranger to me untill nw.

And there's some unhappiness and quarrel in btw here and there sometimes.

But happy cuz found my love want! =)) <3

Though the bonding may nt be strong, but still like their presence..

At least they enter my life and paint a picture in my heart.

Yupp, do hope that each and everyone of them all the best and excel in their respective field!

It's a long holiday nw to April..

I'm really broke!!!

I need to work le! For money.. Anyone have job to recommend? =S

If nt nxt week have to go find le.. Hope can make use of this period to earn alot..

Chinese New Year is coming! Can get to eat alot le! =))

Hope wont grow fat still =X ahha.

And get some $$ red packet!! LOL haha..

Invite me to ur hus!! jkjk =P

And getting new handphone le soon.. xD *a big hole in my pocket*

And going for a scl overseas trip to china/hong kong on 18 March-21 March

Actually dont wanna go want but like quite cheap thn just go ba lol..

See how is there like.. xD haha..

As for next sem, will start going into my course le and will be a 4 days week for me

Hope that will be a fruitful journey too..

>>Whatever that had happened, the memory will be kept in my heart, thanks for everything guys<<

To gf: Thanks for being wif me and supporting me all these while!! <33>

E36C

Classmate & Faci

Darl and Me

2nd mth!

2009-01-13T17:34:00.000-08:00

Hi everybody!
I'm officially 20 le =X
Just like to say thanks those that have wishes me Happy B'day in all means
Really appreciate it
And its those small thoughts that brighten up my day (:
Haha...
And well, left with last week of scl le! Thn will be Chinese new yr!
Haha
I really need to work to earn $$ xD
Wells, and 2nd mth coming? =X
Its like quite fast to see how everything move
From a small baby to a small kid thn to a boy, teenager, and youth
Diff stages of life
And very soon, will enter another phrase of life when i graduate from RP
Hehe, what's the future like?
Alright, have a gd week ahead! =)

2009-01-08T06:39:00.000-08:00

Hee~ 1st post for 2009!
Well, left with 2 weeks plus of scl le..
This term results really nt very gd!! xD
And feel hard to breathe too
In the sense gt alot of things time crash and feel bothered..
Feel that some things have change, no longer the same, have lost them alr..
Be it from family, friends, or scl.
Yupp, i hope it will be better.
Ya, my B'day coming too!! 20th B'day so fast!
I dont like it cuz its like so in front -_-
But no choice cuz i'm just born in this date =X LOL..
And Happy B'day to Mark, Yanwei, Weekeng too!
I rem the 4 of us B'day is like so close to eachother =X
Hope ur will have an enjoyable B'day! =)

I'm happy that my r/s have become more stable le ba..
Really feel fortunate xD
But think the real challenge will be after this sem ba..
*Just hope for e best* <333

Stay wif me!~

2008-12-30T08:40:00.000-08:00

2009 is coming!

Goodbye 2008, has been quite a ups and downs yr..

My New year(2009) resolution/wishes/wants/dream:

Everlasting love with <3

Be happy

Good health

More money

Good r/s with everyone

Good school results

More opportunity to excel

More clothing, accessories etc

Grow better as a person

Haha, since its 2009, so shall have this 9 wishes =X

Yup, hope its a gd yr ahead!

Stay in touch guys!

And my B'day coming real soon too xD

Getting old le LOL ahhaha

2008-12-23T22:06:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to everybody!!

When christmas is approaching, also mean will be the end of 2008 le!!

Time just pass so fast right ?!?!?! LOL xD

Hmm.. its really fast every year, to see how people come and goes..

And left with last 3 weeks le to be in class E36C

Changing class again boo~

Ha, nth much actually.

Wish everybody a merry christmas!!!!

Hopefully nxt yr will be a better yr!!

And all e wishes come true =X

Okay my hair is short =X Haha.

Biggest xmas present ever =)

Love

2008-12-18T08:16:00.000-08:00

Happy 1st mth!!!!!!
Hope there's alot of mths ahead!
Love u!!!!!!! <3
Thanks for everything =))

2008-12-13T08:23:00.000-08:00

It's scl holiday! 3 weeks!
Think will nt be working for this 3 weeks ba, unless gt job offer xD
Hmm.. i also nt sure what i want to do with the holiday but think will mostly be slack ba..
Near to 1st mth le..
Nt a good week too cuz nearly .....
Sometimes i just think that i'm crazy
Can be angry, sad over small matters and petty too
I also dont know why i keep have nt much confident..
The whole relationship is shaking..
I just scared that very soon, it will be over.
I'll surely fall very badly if this happen
I really wanna hav the confident, trust and assurace to her
But sometimes, i just find it hard to do it..
I myself feel quite bad to have hurt or make her sad
Ahhhhhhh. I dont like the feel!
I just dont understand why i hav so low confident
That makes me feel so nt secured
Hmm.. i'll try my best but one day if she left me, i wont blame her ba
Cuz its really my fault. ): Ha..
My 20th B'day coming in 1 mth time!
Something that i find interesting i'm January Baby!
January Baby: Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.Stubborn.

Some jokes that i find interesting: =D
Teacher: History is a very interesting subject. It tells you about what had happened in the past.
Student: Please teacher, I don't think I want to study history.
Teacher: Why?
Student: There is no future in it.

Father : Why did you fail your mathematics test?
Son : On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8
Father : So?
Son : On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 And on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8. If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?

Man: How old is your father?
Boy: As old as me
Man: How can that be?
Boy: He became a father only when I was born

Girl: Do you love me?
Boy: Yes Dear
Girl: Would you die for me?
Boy: No, mine is undying love

Month of Hope, Peace, Love
I really hope that we will last, but shall leave it to fate ba. ):

2008-12-04T22:25:00.000-08:00

Really feeling down...
This whole week had nt been great at all

As time passes, actually find more and more prob..

Scl term closing down le

There's only left 3 plus weeks of scl to be classmate tgt

If nw the prob persist, think we really wont last long ba..

I really feel very sadd..

Its a feeling of being neglected..

And since we both hav very low confident so .. ..

And found out that the level of assurance and trust is still nt there ba..

Really hate the feeling.

I really dont want this r/s to endd

I wish everything can be resolved

I really love her and its the strongest feel.

Hais.. ):

Hope we'll go thru everything and overcome everything tgt!!

Love~

>>> Enjoy every moment with u, i really do treasure u<<<

2008-11-30T06:10:00.000-08:00

Hectic week this week
Nt a gd week! Many emoo and sadd days ):
My results for this sem really nt very gd..
Drop alot compared to 1st sem..
But i know why
Cuz hardly have time to study for it..
due to work and activity in scl
That make me so tired and restless..
But today marks e last day at starhub
Happy cuz gt more time to rest, do other things, and nt restricted
Sadd cuz no income
Hmm.. nxt yr maybe will go back if cant find job xD
It's Dec le.. Yr passed and come!!
This yr is good to me cuz i get to know her (:
She's like a duplicate of myself
Almost everything also alike..
I like to be with her.. Like the feeling
And her of cos xD
Having u in my life is more than enough! Awaiting a gd yr ahead and more $$ and lots of love

I love u!

2008-11-23T06:19:00.000-08:00

What happened when prob occur

Workplace

Some workmate

Sec scl friends

Me & Darling

Rainbow! on e 1st day out =X

<333

emooo... (:

Mingshun is happy =)
Cuz of darling!

I'm really glad that i can be with her thru thick and thin..

But was rather disappointed recently that there's some quarrel going ard others that make her feel bad..

Hope everything will be fine..

Well, i really consider myself lucky as dont know why my classmate were all so super supportive to me in .. .. her =X

Thanks guys! and girls!

I really feel happy! All e times with her.

The feeling is great, its like we know eachother and tgt for a long time le..

I hope we will last long and walk this life journey tgt.. =X

And another week has passed.. down with last week of work at starhub.

Somehow, does miss e workmate down there still.. =X

But its like all also quit le so.. .. ):

And left with last 5 weeks plus of scl

Alot of break coming too..

Looking forward to it (:

Okay.. hav some gathering with friends and outing with darling.. enjoy e pics.

All of u r nt forgotten! Lets meet out!! =)

Have a good week ahead everyone (:

>>> U're all i ever ask for.. A girl like u is impposible to find, impossible to find..

I may nt be e best, but I'll try to be my best to be e best.. i love u

2008-11-15T08:16:00.000-08:00

Mingshun is tired..

Well.. i've resigned my job at starhub le..

End of Nov will be my very last day there..

2 more weeks.. *hang on*

I've decided to take a break 1st before start to work again..

Anyone gt lobang can intro me!! xD

Went for my course talk a few days back..

Nxt yr will be a 4 days week..

Taking 4 module only..

Which means will hav additional 1 day for pp..

And rest.. hahaha.

So fast scl term gonna end le..

My results this term nt very gd compared to last sem currently..

But i'll still at least try to maintain a 3.0 GPA ba..

Went to alot of places recently..

Pics time enjoy!

Classmate

Melt Camp 2008

I like this pics =)

Pulau Ubin

Gd friend (:

Have a nice day guys!

Each matters will have a problem somehow.

Sometimes, it's really up to us to decide on how we look at it..

For u, everything is worth it.

12 Dec=)

Whatever the outcomes, i've tried my best..

i<3>

2008-11-06T19:03:00.000-08:00

Wells, its been awhile...
1 week of holiday has passed and back to school.
Must say that that 1 week of holiday was well spent cuz of someone xD
Hmm.. and i've decided to quit my current job at starhub le.
Cuz of some adjustment in the company..
And really feel exhausted le.
Which makes me feel really messy, and blur as to what to do in times..
Yupp.. hopefully will find another job that is better ba..
But think i'll miss some of the ppls i know there and been tgt..
But luckily majority is in the same course as me so might be with them for 2nd and 3rd yr..
And scl term is left with last few weeks le..
And a long break will be on the way nxt yr..
Will post some pics in the next post.. stay tuned.
And thanks everyone for tagging and viewing.
Enjoy ur day! =)

>> Maybe, maybe.. we does nt belong tgt after all.. but that's what i want so i will still fight for it untill the very end.<<

2008-10-26T07:38:00.000-07:00

i feel really sad.
cant help her with anything.
its been long since i cry till so hard.
seeing her give up on this world
wanting to die
want to end her life
really makes me feel sad.
i know its hurtful.
but seeing her in this state
hopeless abt the world
wanting to cut herself
really makes me feel hopeless
i wish i can help
but the help seems limited
i dont know what to say
but its the worse, saddess that it could go for the past few yrs
1st time crying in public
1st time worrying like crazy
1st time felt so helpless than never
just 1 wish: go back on track. =(

2008-10-12T08:24:00.000-07:00

Super busy for the past few week
Time seems to pass so fast everyday
Get my 2nd pay and its like finally!
Wanted to do alot of things with it xD
Work is really getting busier and busier..
There seems to be unlimited and never ending call to make and received..
And alot of work to do too those provisioning -_-
I felt that for this term, i get along better with some of the classmate.
But exhausted is the word for me nw
Scl, work, RJ is like almost everyday of my routine..
Haha. All i can say is it's really torturing to wake up so early in the morning
Almost everyday also will drop my head in the train..
SOmetimes will really think of just nt going to scl
But still force myself to go haha.
Cuz getting older le..
So.. might be the last chance to be a student le..
Nxt yr will hav a 2 infront le haha.
Have to treasure the chance to study xD
But will late for scl still lol..

Read some heroscope on email that some friend send.
Haha. Although i'm nt those type that really believe in these type of stuff
But gt to say found quite afew that really describe me to the fullest i feel
And yup sec scl gathering to EAst Coast was fun
Enjoyed myself=p
>> What hurts the most is when i thought i know everything but in fact, none<<
Life's moving fast and just have to keep myself ahead too =(

2008-09-19T04:44:00.000-07:00

Gt some photos >>Class<<

Sem 1 W16K Last day at cafe in Library

PPl who come on the very last day

He's still my cognitive faci!

Class

Last photos tgt

LOL caught in actions!

Sem 2 E36C

Classmate

>>What u see is not what u get<<

>>Reality is still different from dreams<<

stay wif me T_T

2008-09-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

MingShun is tired...of everything...

A little update on my life recently although i know nobody really cares
Since scl reopen, scl has nt been really great for me

Havin difficulty waking up on time..

The faci are strict. Its like late by few mins thn marked as late.

Been quite slack and lost the motivation to perform as well as 1st sem.

Daily routine of life: scl(5days), work(4days), slack at hm or outside, basketball, IG(rare)

Ya..and will be in finance department for SUI IG.

Work has been quite okay too.. get my 1st pay which make me so happy =)

And yup..today went to sentosa with E36C classmate.

Only 5 person attended but did have fun there..

And its like been going for sentosa for quite few times wif bb mates, sui, and today classmate..

*shiok*

Really been feeling quite lousy these few days..

Experiencing changes.. esp to sec scl friend

Know how it feels?

Could be from very close friend-> close friend->normal friend->hi-bye friend->stranger

hate to say it but that's what i'm seeing

it really hurts..really..

when he/she used to be a part of ur life and now, not even a hi-bye friend.

special effort is really needed to remain a friends as everybody is so busy with their life.

the feeling is really like ****

sometimes it just led me to think what kind of person am i to them.

from wat i know, those that dont know me will see me as quiet and someone that's mad cuz always smiling

those that know me will see me as lame, joker, clown or watever.

its really sad.. i'm always the one being forgotten..

or treated like a spare tyre. (that's wat i feel)

The greatest fear in my life is when i turn back to look at the past, i've actually left nothing, not even in the memories of others...
some pic as promised..(Genting)

First world hotel

Inside

cool environment

high up!

LOL

i'm mas selamat jk.

at coffee bean

nice food & drink

initial D road?

roller coster

things that occupied me

inside 6-7hrs bus trip

sentosa

nice!

2008-08-31T09:29:00.000-07:00

I'm back!
Okay holiday coming to an end le..Wed will start scl..
My new class will be E36C...
Sounds rather wierd nt to be in W block =((
But hope i will hav some fun days there =)
My GPA for sem 1 is ... 3.5...
Culture: A(4.0)
Cognitive: B+(3.5)
Mathematics & Computing: B(3.0)
Science: B+(3.5)
Enterprise: B+(3.5)
I can only say that my UT save me cuz for some module, my daily grade is really nt that great..
Okay i still make it in the end(:

Yup..basically for the whole of the 3 weeks of holiday, it's just for working..
THink i'm still trying to cope there cuz it's nt as easy as wat i expected..
The ppls there are nice so far except that i'm still nt familiar with what to be said ba over the phone..
Hope the work wont affect my studies in scl.. (:
Genting has been great..
I like the environment and weather there..
It's so cooling and relaxing..
Very unlike Singapore..
But there the service really sux, some road there's no road light, trees all over, hardly any traffic lights, ppls smoking inside shopping mall, and the food there are very exp $$
The thingy that makes me memorable are the road up to Genting(when going up the hill) are like initial D road.. Turn here and there..like forever keep turning..
Their theme park is cool.. SOme rides are very scary and will make my leg go jelly want..
And i spent quite alot there.. 1 seafood meal could go up to near $500 LOL..
Luckily is shared or i will really die sia lol..
Bought some stuffs back from there too..
Like chocolate, snacks, and chewing gums..
Almost kana caught but still managed to smuggle in the chewing gums lol..
Gt 1 nt so pleasant incident too...
Gt approach by some guys there for some ladies service LOL..
But of cos i nv go la.. zzz...
Haha..shall post some photos on nxt post cuz nw is late le..
Mon is Sui outing to Sentosa..
Tues work..
Wed SCl reopen..

>>Brand new journey, new class, new ppls, but i wont forget those that entered my life be it at least for awhile or stay with me want.. <<

2008-08-21T05:15:00.000-07:00

It's holiday le but nt really a holiday to me..

Past 1 week and currently, have been undergoing starhub training

it's tough man..need to crawl out of the house by 7+ am for training

Learnt alot of things from starhub mobile services, maxonline, cable tv, customer service skills, system skills etc etc..

Although the job was to handle customer's enquiry and sales only, but need alot of product knopwledge sia..

And it may be just a call but need do like so many things sia from explaining to searching for their info to whether they're blacklist etc etc to sending their request to other department or arranging for appt..

What i scared the most is those nasty, demanding, or troublesome ppls realli will die LOL..

And the keying into the pc is nt easy..alot of things..

Thn need to be careful with words, tone, blah blah blah..

The only things that can gain is $$(but the pay day so long!), get to know more ppls, get to know what product is having discount or are launching e.g. digital voice

Well, had a gd monday with w16k ppls..

Although only 10 attended(Lewis, Phelan, Ian, Sharon, Mich, Rinna, Changyan, Niki, Sarah & me)

Had seoul garden at woodlands with them..

Thn went onto MRT to decide where to go nxt

we sat like we own the whole train & ian and Phelan were super funny LOL

Ian was pretending to smoke in the MRT with a belt on his waist that look so LOL@@

And the ear pierce was connected to the ****inside his pants LOL..

I thought will seat untill Marina Bay cuz noone can decide where to go..

Thn finally headed to orchard..

Buy some alcoholic drinks and sat outside Takashimaya for chat and games..

Ya..thn take the last train to Jurongeast and take cap with sharon and Rinna..

Reach hm quite fast..

On the MRT there's a very white guy that sacred me sia

The train quite empty le and the guy keep walk here, walk there, with some weird actions..

And nw is still the 7th month..

Thn i was like o.0

He look like he's been possessed, and he does look pale to me..

Scary!~~

To W16K(although they might nt be looking):

Yup really spent some gd times wif ur for the past few months..

I don't know what's type of person i may be to ur..

I may nt be that perfect to ur... but...

But i does enjoy all of ur company..

Wish ur all the best & misses..

I will rem ur de.. (:

Well, nxt thurs will be off to Genting le..Yeah!

Finally a real holiday b4 scl start..

Ok la stopping here.. bye..

从一开始到现在

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

>>the 1st 2 songs in my songs are nice!<<

2008-08-09T20:31:00.000-07:00

Going to be end of sem 1

Holiday coming.. =)

Anyway think i'm not going to do the waiter job le..

Cuz tiring sia the hours and distance XD

Will miss my classmates for sure =)

Haha.. w16k =))

Meet and leave is just part of life isn't it?

And have the adventure learning 1 months ago

For me quite fun..

1 thing is bothering me the past few days..

Work or freedom?

Work le thn will have no freedom..

But don't work gt freedom but no $$..

But in the end, i chose to work!

So, i'm going to work in starhub starting from this coming mon

For 3 weekdays and 1 weekend..

Still not bad la..at least still gt some free time and heng the working hours not too long..

Hope will be a easy job =))

Btw i'm going genting this month end 28-30 Aug

Hopefully it will be fun=p

For holiday!!!! before new scl term start on 3rd Sep

hehe..(:
And i'm into the SUI committe LOL..

So maybe will be more occupied..

Haha..Last 2 days of scl mon and tues..

Will be going despite can don't go le..

To see my class mates and spent the last 2 days with them..

Haha..

And definitely hope our friendship won't just end here..

Happy 43th National Day Singapore!

And Olympics is here!

Gonna have alot of fun actions going on..

And have a small dinner yest wif T2s girls and Mark and their friends..

The food is nice(Turkish Restaurant)

Thanks for inviting me XD

Shall end with a few poster that my group design during the last cognitive lesson

Very artistic LOL jkjk..

>>It's only when we're out of our comfort zone then we start to learnt<<

>>It's only when we're separated then we learnt to treasure<<

2008-07-20T19:35:00.000-07:00

Suddently have the urge to blog..
So sad.. last fri is Xue Qi last day le..
He going to serve his NS.. Hais..
Shall see him in two yrs time.. =)
Scl really is... so boring...
Dunno why was pretty affected by what my Dad say..
He's health is falling and his main concern was if he ever fall down, what will happened to our family?
Think it's time for me to at least be more independent le?
So yup will be earning for my own pocket money, expenses all these..
Shd be going for a waiter job try out this Wed..
If it's okay thn i will do part time there le =)
If nt thn will hav to look for others job? yeah..
Shall blog more till thn.. bye!~
Movie:
Red cliff is nice but the ending is... to be continue? -__-
10 Promises make to my dog is touching... worth catching

There's alot of thing in life that we human has no control and are being forced to do no matter how much we hate/resist it, isn't it?

2008-07-13T19:55:00.000-07:00

Life's Boring, so boring =(
So close yet so far

2008-07-03T20:03:00.000-07:00

Presenting: W16k, 2008

Firstly, like to say happy B'day to my bro..

Hope that he will do well in his Os this year (:

Time just passed so fast isn't it?

Going to have a holiday soon in Aug..

And change of class..

Sometimes i just felt so lost abt what i'm doing

It's so tiring and i was feeling rather lousy..

Be it from the environment or people ard..

I really need a job!!

I've actually planned to buy some things but if i really go buy, i've no $$$ and be in financial crisis lol.

*shd start waking up le*

I'm like becoming a different person that i scared i'm losing myself

From the things i do.

I know that many people hav come and left..

And i'm very grateful for those that stay with me

And it take some luck for ppl to meet and be in that part of their life for a period of time..

Wonder how many will be left when ......

Hias..nt emo just some thoughts>.<

Ok la stopping here.

Thanks for visiting this blog of mine=P

记得爱　所有幸福的片

所以才一直忘记要离开

伸出手　继续勇敢付出我的爱

原地不动的等待合

就算风把我的头发吹乱

记得爱是我给过的答案

就不再　考虑应该不应该

一滴泪　落进无边无际的大海

至少我们都活得没有遗憾

Taken from a song that i liked=P what song?!?

2008-06-24T03:37:00.000-07:00

Hoho=)
sry for the lag of update cuz..
lazy and sometimes gt nth to blog abt..
Haha..
yup..another week passed..
Happy B'day to all my friends whom B'day have passed or are coming!!
Hope your have a fruitful year ahead!!
Hehe.
Nt going to say what i do recently.
Cuz i'm just leading a normal life LOL.. =P
Movie:
The Happening->To me, it's a very scary movie!
Will really have the fear feeling and ahhhhhhh..
Don't mess with Zohan-> Quite boring but funny at some parts

And that's what i get for the 1st UT:
culture: A
cognitive: B+
computing: C
science: C
enterprise: D-> zzz./../.

it's bad to me..and definitely hope will do better!!
But sometimes, its just hard without any notes..
Ending here.. bye~ ^-^

才知道有些感受
我和他谁都不曾说出口
我们之间隐藏了什么
除了我自己没人懂
故事的最后..
我们依然是朋友

2008-06-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

Hais..scl reopen le & it's like so fast!!
But my mood just cant seems to switch back to study mood..
Got back 4 UT results le..
It's like bad, then see some hope, then bad , then see some hope again.
zzz..
And really afraid to fail any of the UT cuz really don't want to retake..
It will be waste of $$ and time zzz..
Well the SUI camp was an experience..

Day 1-> Went to Raffles city, Citylink, Marina Square, Esplanade for amazing race and it's really like very weird cuz we're running in a shopping centre..Thn was given $500 to buy food for BBQ at the night and it's like there's only less than 50 ppls so really bought alot and anyhow buy cuz nt our money LOL.. Thn also 1st time staying overnight at scl but didn't really sleep cuz was playing emperor game(Something like daring game) and it's really doing something very awkward and brave stuffs such as kissing and and... LOL.. Late at go walk around the scl and was surpurised to find out that the security was so gd LOL.. All the door was locked. One can go out but unable to come in and there's still security guard walking around.

Day2-> It's amazing race again at Sentosa. Very hot weather. Thn went back scl, ate dinner and photo taking session, RJ, and lights off..But it's like so hard to get to get to sleep..So cold, and the floor so hard..Haha..
Day 3->Breakfast and home sweet home! Drop dead to bed upon reaching home.

And last Sat night went to have dinner at Sakura at Orchard with some T2 peeps to celebrate the 3 girls B'day. The food is nice and i'm like eat untill i almost burst.
Ya, that's it. Happy Father Day!!(although pass liao) Just have a simple dinner outside with family to celebrate father's day.
Back to the daily routine of 9-4.30pm..

站在这平衡点
我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见
只能够靠感觉

2008-06-06T22:27:00.000-07:00

Woo~
Left with last week of holiday.
Have gone back to collect cert le..
And on 5/6/08 have the 1st W16K class outing to sentosa..
It's fun although only 9 ppls attended -_-
And as usual, i have sunburn --
Haa~ that's about it.
Will be going for SUI camp on 11/6 to 13/6(till 11am)
To have something to occupied me..hehez.
And i think going to beach again..
I love dota=))
>>>Things aren't really the same nw, isn't it<<<
Maybe it's time for me to get a life of my own

為什麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裡
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走
你要離開我知道很簡單
你說依賴是我們的阻礙
就算放開那能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

2008-05-30T21:51:00.000-07:00

It's holiday!!
Finally some rest time and may be a break to walk a longer journey..
And should be going back to collect cert this fri afternoon.. =))
Many things happened..
I did very horibble, terrible, and vegetable for the 1st UT in rp #$%@*
zzz.. quite discouraging .
Maybe all these yr i've been too enclosed to myself in a sense just keep everything and all my thoughts to myself that let others somehow feel differently and secretive. I know that's a big weakness that i've and i'll try to somehow solve it.
lol..ok stopping here..
break, break, break
have a kit-kat! =))

2008-05-20T22:10:00.000-07:00

Its been extreme tiring almost everyday..
Well, i think i'm talking crap lol.
who don't feels tired XD haha.
My mum is like working everyday and my dad too..
6 days a week..
And sometimes, there's really this very emo feelings going on in my heart.
They're the one that are real tired..
The si chuan earthquake is like OMG la..
So many ppls died, buried alive, injured, missing..
And alot of newspaper reported on it..
Its really touching and heartbreaking la..
So many mum sacrificing their life to protect their child one..
And the destruction that have done..
The pain of losing someone important..
Life is indeed fragile.

Abit about my personal life..
Spent alot of money recently..
K-box, movie( what happen in vegas) <- to me it's nice and funny XD, pizza hut, cake, and alot of eating expenses..
Past few days been hanging out till late night..
Talking with friends, slacking..
But i really appreciate and treasure the times that all of us have tgt..
I mean its really nice just to sit down, chatting and do some catching up..
Scl still okay bah..
Still managed to survive..
Only got one comment" Its really a big crime not to speak up" =)
Well holiday coming real soon..
Here's a few things what i'm going to do:
Sleep!!
Collect cert
Highlight hair
If still have $$, buy a bicycle
Slim down
Enjoy life=PpP
Guess that's all..
Go ManUtd!!
Win the UEFA Cup =P
Naruto is nice =P
<333
失去和拥有剎那的感动
人生有时候像一场梦
朋友和情人来的来走的走
反反复覆寻寻觅觅为了什么
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
来不及了
不起长大太慢
害你遗失了我
抱歉让你白费了这么多
>>错过的人已不在<<

2008-05-11T21:47:00.000-07:00

I'm back to blogging.

Really bored =p

Shall post about what's happening in scl.

Now, my class is getting more lively and noisy than before.

During the first few weeks, all the faci that came in gave us the same comment.

" Your class really very different from other class. It's the quitest class that i've ever came accross. And all of you look so fierce and unfriendly to me the first time i see your."

Cuz all of us are staring at the faci.

That's what almost all the faci gave.

Its true cuz the class is usually so quiet that the faci find it hard and tiring to teach us as they say that they seems to be talking to themself every time with no one responding.

It's been like 1 month already and i found out that some boys in the class really very funny.

They like to play those "daring games" and the one that fail will have to treat the rest to drinks.

And the daring game that they play are getting HP number from a girl, getting her MSN, adding her in communicator and talk to her, asking her out for date.

It's funny cuz they always will use very stupid and like crap excuses to approach the girls.

But i'm not involved in it =D

I remember a few days back when my group presenting the faci gave a very special comment.

The topic is on "Is truth out there" and the comment that she gave is your group very emo lei.

But that's what we get from the research and we talk something like truth is everywhere just that we aren't aware of it. Truth hurts sometimes. And truth gave us the meaning and reason for life. But isn't these true? So it's funny la when she comment.

And holiday coming soon!! In 3 weeks time=P But for two weeks only haha.

Looking forward to a long rest=D

Before i end,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!( To all the mother in the world)

And HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS IN ADVANCE!!!

>>>I've come so far. Whatever that's left or stay, is really my life. Time won't stop for the sake that you are sad. So why not smile to pass a day and if you cannot find a reason to do that, be the reason for others to smile.<<<

2008-05-04T22:20:00.001-07:00

Hello!
Finally get to meet Mark after several weeks le a few day back..
Glad that he have found his ****** haha..
Ok a quiz in respond to YummY and Des:

1)What is the thing that you want most now? A car and lots of money=PPp
2)who is the person you trust most? My Family and myself.
3)who do you think of yourself? Someone emo. lol..
4)If you have a dream to come true..what is it? Happy and fulfilling life.
5)Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? Yes.
6) whats ur goals for this year? Make it to 2nd yr and find my love.
7)do you believe in eternity? No.
8)have you ever broke a person's heart that he/she wanna commit suicide? Maybe..i dun know..
9)what feelings do you love most? Sense of belonging, victory, being loved, and being pampered.
10)what are the requirements of ur other half? Cute, understanding.
11) what kinda feelings u hate most? Loneliness.
12) doo you cherish every friendship of yours? Yes.
13)What do you want to do in future? Travel, drive, and something challenging such as police.
14) what is the most impt thing in ur life? Having my families and friends by my side, good health and relationship with people around me.
15)Are you satisfied with yourself? No..
16) who do you hope to be always there for you? Families, friends, and the one i love.
17)When do you think the world will end? Maybe tomorrow..lol jkjk..I think is the day that i left this world..
18)What do you regret most in your life now? Hurting my love one, not being firm with my decision, and not making the initiative for many stuffs.
19)At what age do you wish to marry? After 25.

Remove 1 qns from above and add in your personal question. Then add 8 people in your list and list them out at the end of the post. Notify them in their Chat box that he/she has been tagged.Whoever dose the tag will have a blessing from all.People who are been tagged:

Azhar
Aaron
Melissa
Xinhui
Huici
Esther
Anyone!!!!!! you you, yes the one that is reading nw!! XD
Just do for fun=))

2008-05-01T21:42:00.000-07:00

Its been long... a super long post coming up..>.<
Well Last weekend was quite happy cuz the time was spent well.
Last sat went back to RP to study?
lol. no la..Went to watch a band concert with xh,mel,des..
Its nice..Thanks hc and sarimah for the ticket haha.
The whole atmosphere is great and the lightning really brighten up the place
Enjoyed it and they did well..
Like the drum and the song"can't take my eyes off you"
Thn go eat pasta mania and take bus hm..
And enjoyed the chat on bus =)

Sun was a sporty day.
Went to NP to play badminton.
Played for 1hrs plus thn really exhausted by thn..
But still continued on thn went to eat.
After eating,went to play pool thn take bus to boon lay..
To play basketball till 10 pm thn drink water thn go back le.
Whole face red and its as if i'm floating..
Ya..tat's how i spent my weekend last weekend.

Today is labour day. so fast Its May..
And Yest spent my night at Clarke Quay
Went to clubbing with some friends..
Burn a big hole in my pocket and drank quite alot too.
Went to MOS and thn just sit at the river there looking around and emoing lol.
Inside is pitch dark and ppls just go "wild".
Reached hm at 6am and drop dead after that.
Yup. And today this holiday did nth much except just nw father treat my whole family go outside eat..

Scl nth much to say actually.
Almost everyday the same, still manage to get on with my classmates ba..
But is those very normal only..
But one thing i'm happy abt..
My grade gt improved as time passes by.
And the visual basic is killing me. its difficult -_-

Actually nt very happy currently..
Its just a feeling
Just think and think..
See and see..
And all i can say is its nt the life that i want.
Only me know why.
I sometimes wonder" what good life " means to me?
My answer would be: simple and filled with love.
Ya..and i know that i have lost alot of things..
Be it people or stuffs.
And i know that its impossible to reverse back nw.
the only option nw is to look forward..
And maybe treasure watever that i have nw?
But i know its difficult to do so.
*take two hand to clap*
Well. guess that's all.
Some pic took =)
>weekend coming wat shd i do?<
>still searching for the things that i yearn for<
>Life is like a one path route for me. No looking back and just kept walking forward.Once missed, its gone forever. maybe that's nt true but is for nw<

2008-04-25T22:15:00.000-07:00

So fast yet another week gone!
Fall ill for quite a few days le and finally recovered from it.
But missed my badminton IG selection haiss.
Due to i was sick zzz--
Really no fate with badminton..
Thn nw only left SUI and Fossball for me..
Anyway thinking of getting a part time job to do..
Weekend or at night after scl..
Ha..see can find or nt..

Going to scl is like going there to fight a war
Shoot here, shoot there..
See who can survive till the end win lol..
And i find that most questions are those that don't have any exact answer want and very similar to studying psychology like that..
Hmm..compare my current life with last year
I will still prefer last year T2..
Really missed those times T_T

And i'm so tired..really.
Weekend coming..
So feel like escaping out of this world!!
I'm crazy=)

2008-04-18T21:57:00.000-07:00

Some of my Basketball mates :)

=PpP

So touched T_T so many ppls missed me..

I missed u guys too!!

Lets meet up soon!

Today i was not feeling well when reached scl..

Was having fever, and felt very weak and feel like fainting..

Plus the lesson today is science which i don't like..

I almost died LOL.. cuz needs to think think..

Its been 2 weeks there and and...

Also dont know what to say..

But just hope everything will go well..

I find some lesson quite interesting as it really help me to think

Especially the cognitive process and enterprise lesson..

"Change is the only constant in life"

"No man is an island"

"If u don't know who u r, thn how u expect ppl understand"

"what do u mean when u say u know"

"Can everything be known"

"Can u completely know everything abt another person"

"What's next"

"Can everything be explained"

yea..some questions to ponder..

I'm losing my smile as i proceed on to a higher institute.

Everything is moving so fast..

Eat fast, bath fast, work fast, walk fast, sleep fast and die fast also LOL.

SOmetimes its gd just to sit down and reflect..

WIll help us walk a longer distance in life.

Stopping here.. i feeling awful nw..will blog again soon when feeling better..

Bye~ reply taggies nxt time..

And thanks everyone for tagging=)

2008-04-08T21:41:00.000-07:00

Wee!~
My last post is deleted.. Will not be blogging about any more sad/unhappy stuff here anymore.
2-4 March-> Went for RP orientation
Overall its fun as can get to know about my scl, and some ppls too.
Played amazing race( its fun) within campus, learn some dance, cheer and scl cheer, breaking the Guiness world record leapfrog thingy(its stupid) and squart there for ard 1hr redoing 4 times just to break the record -__-
Then also stay for the party on 4th mar as my bag was being locked up and thus, cannot run away lol..haha.
The seniors generally are very friendly so its fun..
And still got the inter scl competition which is fun too and everyone was like so high like that..

5March-> Have a Sec scl BBQ at CCK there and really see quite alot of my friends. Most still studying, some in NS etc etc.. And thanks Esther for organising it as its really fun to crap ard..Haha.
6March-> Went to Umairah B'day party at BP there. Her mum's cooking is delicious XD really nice sia..lol haha. Had fun too.. with ppls and food=D
And 7 March onwards start scl le..everything also comp comp comp and present present present.. lol.. Really getting sick to comp le so will try not to use comp anymore at hm during weekdays..
And everything is why why why, how how how...
Will make you really go crazy.

Guess that's all folk's!! Tc everybody and keep in contact!!
Will not be blogging for the time being untill i found another skin.
Till thn cya!!

2008-03-31T23:23:00.000-07:00

"What is life all abt"

Goodbye SCC!~!

Yest was my last day at SCC.

Actually was quite sad.. =(

Doing something that i was familiar with for the past 3 months.

And nw is the time to leave.

Although nt all the staff there is "nice"

Although it may be quite tiring sometimes

Although i may really get frustrated sometimes

but still was kind of emotially attached to it.

Well yest when i left i keep looking back..

When i work my heart really felt very heavy

I look ard, walk ard.

Why do ppls have to meet and farewell?

Its really the feeling of unbearable when everyone just wish me etc etc

Found this: "Life is a progress, and not a station"

Maybe tat's true.

Just keep moving on, ppls change, environment change, everything just change

All that left behind is just memory.

Hais, and going back to study life soon..

Hope will be a adventurous one..

Stopping here.. my eyes all red nw cuz just nw too itch thn i go rup it..

Haha. Going to rest le.

Woo!~

>>mark going for surgery this sat hope everything will go well for him =)

>>Life still move on and when it stop is the day i farewell to this world.

2008-03-28T16:18:00.000-07:00

Me before going to work (:

My days just turn black when went over to PPFT for 3 days XD )=

I'm trapped!! AhhhHHH

...

woo~ bored bored.

Kana move to PPFT for 3days( 26-28 Mar)

Really suX man..

There nth to do at all. Just sit there, look at the comp, monitor the whole place.

zzz Thn can listen to songs untill my ears almost burst.

Thn just walk ard, chat with colleague, eat, and enjoy the scenery

T_T

Actually mon suppose to be last day and thn tmr and Sun will be back to HFFT and mon AM put me here again saying that here need ppls LOL. I was like wau lan ehh.. Thn i say Sun i last day le.

Cuz really nt used to job that is realy too slack sia.

Maybe when i'm old is ok but nw ...

>Life without love is like a tree without blossoms or fruit<

>Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever<

>Love is a connection of two hearts beating in one direction<

>You can earn more money, but when time is spent is gone forever<

>When it's all over, it's not who you were. It's whether you made a difference<

:) Haa!~ PS: its just random.

2008-03-24T10:48:00.000-07:00

Past few days at work were chaotic...

Its like suddently got so many ppls taking ferry to Batam.

And alot of problems too like power failure, shortage of manpower, arrival pax jam up the whole places, missing pax, ferry delay->Agent and passenger not happy,the whole place packed with ppls and when only 1 vessel started boarding all the pax just rush in and nv tap their card too without checking issit their boat boarding lol.

Really felt damn pissed off sometimes...

But time seems to passed very fast. (:

Have been working there for 2 months plus le..

Nxt Mon is my last day. Left 7 more days..

Actually can continue on untill scl start but i choose nt to..

Need rest and to get myself back on track to studying mood (:

Recently have been spending alot of money on alot of things...

And the graduation party on the 20th Mar was abit ...

But get to see my friend. haha.. so still fun ba (:

Scl starting soon i guess.

But dont know why i'm afraid and not awaiting.

Will be walking the path alone..

Nt say no hav friend there but i know will be a lonely path for me. )=

Music is the only thing that occupied my lineliness..

And on the 22nd Mar get to work at the IPT(international Passenger Terminal) for 1st time.

( Cruise)

So took some pic (: Shoooo~~~

Find this cute XD its a ferry..

How the whole RFT looks like..

Ferry

Small boat pushing the whole cruise to shore.

That's where the cruise parked..

IPT walkway..

Cruise

>>I love the seaview and scenery<<

2008-03-17T19:05:00.000-07:00

Superb song by Yang Zhong Wei:Yang Cong 洋蔥

如果你眼神能夠為我片刻的降臨
如果你能聽到心碎的聲音
沉默的守護著你
沉默的等奇蹟
沉默的讓自己像是空氣
大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多開心
最角落裡的我笑得多合群
盤底的洋蔥像我
永遠是調味品
偷偷的看著你偷偷的隱藏著自己

如果你願意一層一層一層的剝開我的心
你會發現你會訝異你是我最壓抑最深處的秘密
如果你願意一層一層一層的剝開我的心
你會鼻酸你會流淚
只要你能聽到我看到我的全心全意

聽妳說妳和妳的他們曖昧的空氣
我和我的絕望裝得很風趣
我就樣一顆洋蔥永遠是配角戲
多希望能與妳有一秒專屬的劇情

I'm still alive and kicking!! lol.. haha.
Well, hmm..err..wat to update urgh..
Life: ok ba..quite boring sometimes..
Study: not studying currently lol..
Work: ok ba except more busier..2 more weeks to go..
Relationship: erm still plain sheet of paper.. ><

Yea..updated le ppls..haha.
And will be getting some damage done real soon $$
Guess that's all. (tired) =)

失去和拥有剎那的感动
人生有时候像一场梦
朋友和情人来的来走的走
反反复覆寻寻觅觅为了什么

2008-03-05T17:28:00.000-08:00

Walking back the same path...
Taking back the same bus...
Same building but different ppls...
A few days back went back to scl for submitting of report, presentation.
Kind of happy cuz can get to crap ard..
be it teacher or friends..
Also didn't see some of them la cuz they nt there =(
Some i also felt like stranger le.. (like drifting apart)
Rah, maybe i was too paranoid.

Thn also have some gathering tooo~
All i can say is its nt easy la..
for everyone to be available and meet up.
And kindof treasure it. =)
Go view their blog for more info.. =]

And heard that there's a grauduation ceremony or something..
hee~ kindof looking forward to it..
And well, these few days also WORK to spent my day..
No choice wah.. Really feel like stopping and catch up with some friends and family.
but need $$$ so just keep pressing on!! Ard 3 more weeks? -_-
Ok talk so much le.. stopping here.. thanks for visiting and reading. ^-^

* I don't want memories that will stick with me forever but moments that will stay with me in every part of my life*

* All i want in life is just someone that understand me, and are willing to walk with me throughout my journey in life*

2008-02-29T16:50:00.000-08:00

Yipee!!!~
Today is the official end of attachment.
2 months just went over like that..=]
Well..i will be continuing for few more weeks.
For 1 reason: $$ Money
And can say fully completed my tourism course le after mon presentation..
Haha.

Really tired sia these few days..Can feel it within my body XD
The job is ok but like almost everyday continue thn will naturally feel tired lol..
Luckily nxt month got lots of off haha.

And suddently feel like going to shop.
Really got lots of stuff need to buy e.g. shoes, bag, wax,.....
Cuz all like spoilt or used up le.
But need company anyone? XD
Shall go when free maybe..

And i get into republic poly(customer relationship and service management)
=/ actually aim for IT at NP or SP or the RP hotel and hospitality course but F*** man.
Miss by 2 point. -___-
Haiz.. just take watever that's come bah..
And received the enrolment letter..OMG! the scl fees and laptop is like -__-
Really will suffer some serious damage. LOL.. ><
Bye~ =((

爱的故事有很多　你一定听过
ai de gu shi you hen duo ni yi ding ting guo
她们说　最美的爱情像湖泊
ta men shuo zui mei de ai qing xiang hu bo
美的忍不住停留　而任性的风
mei de ren bu zhu ting liu er ren xing de feng
吹过了　却飘下一片片叶落
chui guo le que piao xia yi pian pian ye luo
放~开手往北方走留下伤心的树独自忍受
fang~kai shou wang bei fang zou liu xia shang xin de shu du zi ren shou
你离开我连一句话都不说
ni li kai wo lian yi ju hua duo bu shuo
只默默看着今晚天空星光闪烁
zhi mo mo kan zhe jin wan xing guang shan shuo
看今夜的流星　划过了天际　笑我的心
kan jin yeh de liu xin hua guo le tian ji xiao wo de xin
我无法再冷静请你要倾听你是我的唯一
wo wu fa zai leng jing qing ni yao qing ting ni shi wo de wei yi
我不愿去相信我们之间隔著海洋的距离
wo bu yuan qu xiang xin wo men zhi jian ge zhe hai yang de ju li
我的爱　已融化在空气里
wo de ai yi rong hua zai kong qi li

2008-02-13T10:58:00.000-08:00

Last update. Will update again at end of Feb le.
Cuz comp got some problems and really damn tired.
Haha.
Yest went to Hendon camp. Near changi airbase.
All i can say is its a enriching experience for me.
Its a commando camp.
I would go for commando if i have the chance in another 3 yrs time when i join army.
But my physical is still not there yet.Haha.
Base on yest test. Its like its been long since i exercise and all my strength, endurance is still not there yet.
Get to know alot more about all the different units in army.
And commando is the best unit among all units.
Base on what i heard, need alot of endurance and physical strain is much more compare to other units.
Not saying other units are useless..=)
Each year they will choose 900 ppls to go for the test and among them choose 250 to directly go for commando when they enter and out of the 250, will choose 180 to sign on.
The figure just keep dropping and can see that alot doesn't want to go for commando lol..
Cuz the training is very fierce, very "chiong".
Haha..Very challenging so i like =]

And Ms Hoo came visited us on Monday.
I think everyone is doing well base on the conversation with our AM that day.
3th of march in the morning need go back to submit report and presentation.
Woo~ time flies~
Happy Valentine day!!~ ( In advance)
May the world filled with love XD
Haha.
Bye~

2008-02-11T12:05:00.000-08:00

HapPy ChiNeSe NeW YeaR!!

Above are what i wear for new year.

Just a long jeans and a long sleeve shirt.
Been eating steamboat from 6 Feb- 9 Feb

At least ate 1 time per day. =)

This year new year was the same as before.

7 Feb-> Went over to my uncle house (Father side)

8 Feb-> Went over to Grandpa and Aunt house (Mother side)

And my Grandma was sent to Alexandra Hospital a few days before new year due to some stomach problems.

So went to visit her and was relief to see her recovering quite well.

And she have to stay there for the next two weeks..

Hope she stay healthy always and be free from all illness!!!~

This year received quite some ang bao too.

I think that's what kids are looking forward for. Haha.

And each ang bao that i received represent the wishes that they gave.

Money does not really matter right?

Its the thoughts that counts.

Have been taking cab during 7 and 8 Feb.

Its really +_+ Take quite alot of times per day and add up to lots of $$

And bought 4D for Sat and Sun for the 1st time in my life.

But never strike =/ Haha. Will not buy again le. lol..

And new year is just like a gathering with all our relatives, friends...

And this year very funny.

Normally my aunt or others will ask about my studies.

Then this year they ask" got gf already?"

Then i was like zzz..dont know how to answer lol..

Then i say no.

Then they will like dont believe me want LOL.

Do i look like i got a gf? -__-

Is it really very strange not to have a partner now>?

Haha. To me somehow is strange la. LOL..

Let things go natural... =)

Then one thing that i'm happy about is i've slim down.

Many ppls say. Haha.=) And i go take my weight and its true. I've lost 5kg.

But wish that i can slim down more. Hee~

Also, have watched "KungFu Dunk" and "Ah Long Pte Ltd"

Both show is really funny. Worth watching.

Tmr off!!! But will be going down to changi there for the NS thing.

Hope everything goes well..

Ending here. Misses~

Attchment ending in 3 weeks time.

>>Maybe the future will have happiness and difficulties. But i will hold on to you tight, and never let you drop another tears again.<<

Taken from some song lyrics that i like^-^

2008-02-05T19:05:00.000-08:00

Another update!~ =)
Went to see a doctor just now..
As my lips is breaking and can see the skin coming out.
Its really disgusting. And was rather awkward with it.
Then the doctor say could be due to 3 reasons:
1) Allergy
2) Stress
3) Lack of Vitamin B
But i think is lack of vitamin ba..
Hope will recover soon if not will surely affect the mood for CNY.

And finally got my Jan attachment pay!!~
Not much though but just felt like a push to keep me continue..
Haha.
CNY is ard the corner. Will definitely get to ate alot.
I would surely love the food XD haha.
But nxt week still need go for NS stuff.
Really in wrong timing man cuz will surely gain some weight during the New year.
zzz... =]
Well..stopping here. Hope everyone have a wonderful CNY or rest..
And may the year of rat bring more love, money and happiness!!~

2008-02-03T23:35:00.000-08:00

Extremly tired...
Finally went to shop for my clothes with two friends.
The whole shopping centre is crowded with ppls.
And buy two top only. $80.
Wa..but nvm la..cuz i seldom go shopping want so is okay=]
Haha.. Really thanks them for taking some time to shop with me..
Although i know they might nt be reading this.. hee~
And March need to do some shopping again.
For some pants, bag, and shoes. =]

Work still okay. This week will be doing morning shift.
So will have more time to use comp i guess. Haha.
And some unhappy stuff that i felt is unfair at work but dont wish to talk abt it.

RAH!~ Its been long since i last play sports.
And my parents have bought some new year goodies back le.
Haha. And i already started eating some le. lOl..

>>You dont need a reason to love someone but you'll definitely need a reason to hate someone<<
Find this rather true..
Even though sometimes we know the route ahead will lead us to nowhere, but why ppls still choose the route. Its plainly because we'll never try, we'll never know the result.
We can only choose to believe in ourself no matter what obstacle is ahead.
Sometimes its pretty obvious who will really lend us a hand when we fall.
Who will really be there for us. Who really cares.
And well. My moto for my life now is only" i believe" and "matter of thoughts"
Okay that's being random.

And i think i know why i feel emo so easily le.
Because i very often will listen to those very sad songs.
That will really let me feel alot. =)
Haha. But no choice sia.. i like what. Haha..
*sleepy* Nia going to sleep le. Will post again soon.

2008-02-01T12:08:00.000-08:00

FeB!!~
6 more day to chinese new year..
Luckily got off on the 7th and 8th.
Then 12th got off again for the NS thing...
And 14th which is Valentine day dont have off =(
Oh well nvm since i got no valentine to celebrate with me=P
So its okay bah.. lol><
But abit wierd wierd de...
To be alone for the Valentine day ><

Actually work untill quite tiring as the days goes on..
Now hope can faster end, thn ltr when end will hope that doesn't end so soon.
Haha.
For me is okay la cuz at least got something to be occupied everyday.
And another month on the way...
The Mist-> Abit scary and very disgusting
27 Dresses-> Romance movie but still quite dull..dont know why=)

And off to work again soon!~

2008-01-30T13:18:00.000-08:00

-Off Day- Today~
January 2008 is coming to an end. ( So Fast!)
Chinese lunar new year is just next week!! =)
Haha. Can get to eat alot of food=X
But need to control myself so that i wont grow fatter haha=]
But hard la!=D
Okay also have chosen where i want to study this year.
Is a very hard choice la.
Cuz the course must be something i like or interest me.
Or else will suffer inside.

1 more months then attachment will end.
Will be getting pay next week i guess.
Although not alot but still is $$=) Haha.
Haven buy any clothes for new year yet.
Who want to accompany me go buy?!?
And thinking of getting a permanent part time job.
Once or twice every week. So that got money=)

Stopping here. =)

2008-01-25T09:15:00.000-08:00

I'm back. Haha...

Nw is the 3rd week of attachment at SCC

Everything still going fine i guess.

Get to know more ppls and some malay too..

And can cope with the jobscope already.

Haha.. But a few days ago really met some f***ing and gua lan ppls.

Like it was our duty to check their boarding pass to see whether they can still proceed for their boardingor they're too early for their boarding.

But got a male passenger refused to let me check.

He say" you are not a security or police here. Why shd i let you check?"

And he just continue walking on. I was like so agitated that i wanted to scold back vulgarities at him le.

But i just stop him and say" Sir, i am just doing what i'm told to. If you refused to cooperate, you can dont take the ferry and feel free to complain me."

LOL. zzz.. Then only after that he let me check-_-

And sometimes really have some language barriers with the Korean.

They usually come in a big group and will held a meeting and then when tell them to go in, they will refused to. They will continue talking, and last mins then go in then the gate close le. -_- Then, have to open up for them. zzz..

1 more challenge thing for me is need to have some info abt Sin and Batam too.

Some ppls will ask"where can i take the cable car, take which vessel to water front, how long to batam" all this..

Then even if dont know, need to answer logically on the spot.

Ahh. And have a meeting with those "big shots" of SCC for orientation yest.

The meeting last for 2 and a half hours.

1st time in a meeting room lol. But feel like sleeping cuz they're talking abt history and many stuffs of SCC and the pay all these if you want to be permanent.

Okay enough abt the attachment.

Then last mon was actually feeling very emo for the whole day.

Dunno why. very scary feeling.

Its just like alot of thoughts all these being trapped inside my hearts that i could hardly breathe.

Think of alot of things be it logical or not logical.

A few days back received another letter from NS again.

Then on the 12th feb need go to the hendon camp there to do the vocational assessment near changi there.

Dots. Already defer till April this year le and still can keep sending. zzz.

Then i called to ask whether can dont go or nt.

Then the officer say is just a test to see whether you are eligible for commando or nt.

Then he say you can still defer in April.

I was like hiaz. -_-"

Cuz on that day need to be there for the whole day. IQ test, interview, and i think NAFA test too. Err.. i surely fail the pull up want. lol haha..And the IQ test all these sure will make my brain burst want based on the last time went for medical check up the test already last for ard 1 hrs seeing those strange pictures and answering some weird qns that looks like no ans at all.

Just hope for the best yeah.

And yest was the release of O LvL results. That day was supposed to be my off thn change to sat on the last mins -__-

The roster is like keep changing every hrs, every day. lol..

Then when reach home go see my results. I was very anxious yet afraid.

Then i login and see OMG i actually managed to pass!!!

Really felt extremly happy cuz my little bit of hardwork finally pay off.

Get c6 for Eng and c5 for maths.

Maths drop by one grade but i expected it. English was really a surprised for me cuz i was at all not confident at all. I thought will either be a D7 or E8 again.

But really thanks god for the results. I'm truly satisfied.

And thanks all those that stood by me or gave me encouragement along the way.

Hope those taking the results are doing fine too...

Then nw i think combined results for L1R4 will be 20 without cca.

Also dont know want to go where but tml will go down to MOE there to apply for the JAE 1st ba thn see how.

Wa..such a long entry le. Shall end with some pictures taken..

Thanks for reading and visiting ppls. Haha. Hope can see everyone soon.

Will update soon. Gd luck to all on the posting be it wherever your want to go...

>>Everday will never be a waste if we have a goals in mind that keep us pushing<<

A edible fish beside a ferry!! 1st time i see fish on the sea. lol..Haha.

Cruise

2008-01-15T11:26:00.000-08:00

HaPpY 19th B'dAy to myself!!! CHEERS!!!

Although over by 3 days le but still, cheers!!!

Thanks to all those that have celebrated with me, given me present or a B'day wishes in any way. Its really appreciated!!!

And get to ate alot of different cake too=D

Time flies i guess. I'm 19 yrs old le. =)

Nxt yr will have a 2* in front le. old le.. LOL

And attachment at SCC have started on 8 Jan..

The jobscope is easy once you have the hang of it.

I think its also the 1st job that i dont feel any pressure doing it.

Quite slack actually. Haha=)

Ok nt going to say much. Taken some photos secretly. enjoy...

Its what i do everyday there at SCC=)

And wont be blogging for the time being le..cuz lazy LOL =)

But ppls do continue to tag for me XD haha=)

And thanks for reading all these while...

Lastly all the best to all those taking O lvl results..

And Happy New Year in advance!!!

The PRE-IMM gate. Have to check their boarding pass.

The boarding gate. Have to open up for trip/gate, close trip/gate, announcement, and some computer/paper work too.

Boarding gate. Have to make sure passenger tap their card.

The Berth. Will shake vigorously when 2 ship are knocking against it.

The worker of the ship will tap the card. We just stand there to make sure the number of cards verify with the computer at the boarding gate to close the trip and some pax status reporting when the card is invalid.

The sea view. Beautiful man=)

Opposite is Sentosa already!!!

>>Sometimes, its just a matter of how we look at things<<

2008-01-04T13:05:00.000-08:00

This week is the official start of returning to scl for many ppls..
By 7.30am, the house will be empty.
And whenever i woke up, there's no one around already..
My parents have gone to work and my sibilings have gone to scl.
Really nt used to it.
How I wish i could go back to scl also=]
The feeling at home is quite lonely actually.
Besides using comp and slacking, there's hardly anything for me to do.
Sometimes i just wish that there will be someone out there to accompany me.
Or i have a very busy lifestyle that kept me occupied.

Nw thinking back...
What does friends really meant?
Friendship isn't abt whom you have known the longest, who came first or who cares the best. Its abt who came and nv left. >Took this from xy msg<
Its true actually.
But unfortunately, the feeling that i have over the years are many came and many left too. Sometimes even without us knowing too.
Maybe i was nt a gd friend to them=[
To me, its hard to maintain or remain the same friend.
Everything just keep changing everyday. Nothing stay permanent.
Then some will say you must take the initiative sometimes to ask ppls out, to care for them and blah blah blah.
True. But often, i just have this feeling that they are busy, unwilling, and in some cases, its impossible to maintain the friendship.
Because of gender? Interest?Attitude?Character?
Hah~ maybe to some of my friend, they find me very quiet. But its true, i dont usually talk much unless its something that interest me=]
Maybe i shd really try to speak up more often=]
I think from pri scl to now studying in ITE, got to knew alot of ppls mainly through same class, scl or CCA.
And as i proceed to a higher institute, the number of ppls that were left beside me really became lesser and lesser.
I guess that's life after all.Its impossible to remain all the good stuffs beside us always.
If i have the choice, i would rather exchange all my friends to 1 or 2 close friend or ppl that i can share my everything with.

There's still a long route ahead of me.
I dont know what will happen to me in the future time.
But hopefully, i will get to know more closer friend and be a person of better character.
Haa!~ i'm too paranoid today=]
Nxt Tues starting attachment. Still have 3 more days to slack=]
And the last few days have been playing basketball.
A song that i superb like. The lyrics, feel or this.
Its like a overdraft of my life. Its the 2nd song in my playlist.=]
Going to go buy lunch nw. Bye!~

Lu Tai Wan

我在这里
计算终点的距离
下一站有没有更期待的结局
眼闭上眼
看不看得见过去
看不看得见
原来那个你和幸福的关系
路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯
一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状

眼闭上眼
看不看得见过去
看不看得见
原来那个你和幸福的关系
路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状

付出过是不是就换得希望
呼吸太乱世界太宽缘分毕竟太短
路太弯梦在转
错过的人已不在
以为我能习惯一个人安全感
路太弯爱在转
明知忘记会很难
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状
我一路上跌跌撞撞却找不回拥抱的形状

2008-01-02T12:05:00.000-08:00

Aim and Achieve

I like this pic!~

Is nice.

1st entry for year 2008!!

Happy New Year

Years comes and goes!~

And 2007 is gone forever!~

On the 31 Dec, just went over to boon lay to see the firework..

Then go slack at one of my friend's hus untill 6 am..

Play cards, ps2, watch Tv, and crap around..

Drop dead into bed after reaching home=)

Yest, went to watch two movies wif umairah, mark, nafiqah, and nurul

Redline and Alien Vs Predator 2

Redline is abt car racing.

The girls in the show wear very less and are hot i guess=]

I like to see the car ski. Its nice..

Alien Vs Predator 2 is nice to me.

Abit scary, disgusting, but nice show overall. Haha..

Only 4 ppls survive and the whole city of ppls were killed.

And the govt ppl are like scrificing the ppls to killed the Alien and predator.

Looking forward to the jay Chou movie on basketball.. Haha..

I think any movie that have sports,or is funny, romantic and loving, or those fighting will interest me..=)

My New Year resolutions for 2008:

-More Activities to occupy me

-Pass my O lvl English and get into poly

-Better bonding with my family

-More close friends

-Better relationship with all my friends

-Do well in studies

-Find someone that i like and whom like me too=)

-Grow taller and Slim down

-Better personality and character

-Able to travel overseas to enjoy

Guess that's all...Haha...

10 more days to my 19th B'day=)

Going to sleep a little more... Bye all=]

2007-12-30T13:17:00.000-08:00

Recently seems like alot of ppls are going abroad.

How i wish i could go also...Haha...

Today is the last second day of 2007 le...

Time flies...One more week to attachment.

For the past few days, have been to kbox, Bugis, Orchard, shopping mall to walk walk.

These places are really crowded with ppls.

And almost all shops are having discount all over.

Btw the movie"The Legend One" is quite scary.

If stay at home will just use comp, watch TV, sleep, eat.

Quite boring actually cuz usually the house is empty until night and i have to face the four walls with noone to talk to all this so quite sianz..

And quite some gatherings all cancelled. Sad sia=(

But hopefully there will be more coming up<>

This christmas only received one present LOL =)

Its been long since i received present for christmas.

Really appreciate it.=) Thanks.

And i have received a JAE booklet a few days back.

Just by looking at the COP will scare me lol..

The COP for poly have been lower and lower in years to come..

And quite alot of new courses also for poly and ite.

Didn't know whether i can make it but just hope for the best yeah.

As 2008 is approaching, i do hope that nxt year will be a better year.

More activities to occupied me, more challenge, more opportunities, better bonding with everybody, and many more...

Three photos to end..

Happy New Year!!

wk, mark, me k-box=)

sarimah and me

friend forever=)

2007-12-24T11:25:00.000-08:00

hohoho~

Today is Christmas Eve's

Merry Christmas everyone~

And well, yest may be the last time working for the princess cruise.

The cruise ship will not be back for a long time~

Year 2007 is coming to an end too~

Time flies~

And i'm going to be 1 year older very soon=)

Actually not looking forward to B'day anymore...

Cuz 1 year older!! lol...Hahaha...

I want to be forever 18 can!!~~

For this year Christmas, a brand new year up ahead, and nxt year B'day, i have 3 wishes that i really hope i can achieve!!

Haha...

Shall reveal it only when it really came true...( really hope)

Once again, Merry Christmas!

2007-12-21T23:23:00.000-08:00

Tired...
Sometimes just get tired easily for no reasons..
I old le..LOl..
This is the 49th post of my blog.. wow..haha..
And haven change my blogskins for many many months le..
And actually want to close down this blog de..
Cuz got nth to blog abt..=(
But i think i will just keep it going ba..
Maybe it will be like a diary to keep track of the past that i have gone through
All the footsteps..haha..
Hmm..stopping here.. gd nite all=)
MIsses to All>.<

2007-12-19T18:25:00.000-08:00

Holiday~
Can sleep till very late=)
Nth much actually..
This few days kept raining...
Really very comfortable sia.
But cannot do outdoor sports and abit troublesome when want to go out.
Rah... I'm talking crap =D
Woo!~

2007-12-14T15:57:00.000-08:00

Firstly, i really like my blog song now"不会分离, Never be apart" by Guan Liang
Its nice and meaningful.. =) and will nv get tired of it..
And the drama"黑糖玛奇朵, Brown Sugar Macchiato" is really damn funny.
If gt time yours must really go watch it..haha..

And today marks the last day of scl..
As well as T2 2007 i guess..
Dunno why i just felt very sad. =(
Its a feeling of losing something that meant alot to me.
Had this feeling last year too when in sec 5
I really hate this but there's nth i can do
As all these are not within my control=(
I wont be able to see some of my classmates for some time. (I hope not ><)
But really hope we wont lost contact with eachothers.
This year i would say is a special year for me
I get to meet different types of ppls.
When i first joined, i was very reluctant
But now when its ending, i really cant bear to.
I enjoyed myself through out this year.
I can sense the warmth that my classmates gave.
And the "special" image they gave to me.
Although at times i may be unhappy, frustrated, angry or feeling lousy
But i will be cheer up somehow when i got to scl.
Thanks for everything guys and gals!!
Really gonna misses yours!!
And hope that we will meet up often arh..
Not necessary need to be any special occasion la..
And all the best everyone and really, take care..
Enjoy the attachment period although it may be tough or what..
But i believe everything will be over soon.
And must remember me k!!! =)
If got any problem or what can feel free to sms or call me!!
*Best Wishes*

>>>Every story has a starting point as well as a ending point too.
Now what are ahead are a new year ahead and attachment.
We're about to end the story. Let's end it well..
I'm really glad to have all of u as my frienz.
I'm not sure whether your feel the same too but really,
Thanks for all the memories and the 9 months with your were great.
Everything is moving fast but i hope our friendship will last long and not fast<<<

I wish i can hug on to u tight. But i dont know if u felt the same for me too (:
Yup..and a long break on the way... >.<

Random~

2007-12-09T11:52:00.000-08:00

1 more weeks to holiday!!~
But minus weekends and mon off, only left 4 days..
Well..wonder what i will be doing in holiday..
I think will be alot of slacking..
And most probably a boring one also (:
What am i going to do??!!! =(
Christmas coming..
"Santa Claus is coming to town" =P
And year 2008 is coming too!!~

2007-12-05T16:20:00.000-08:00

All test over!!~And now is Dec..Man time passes so fast=)

Holiday in another less than 2 weeks time.

And Christmas coming too.. Well... Hmm.. =)

yeah..Yest took tons of photos as we got a formal wear test..

its been a long time since i took so much photos and frankly, i seldom take photos=)

Haha..so enjoy the photos with my classmates=P

Will post more the next post=) ^^

>>>Memories for life<<<

>>>Never be affected by others especially when making decision. Follow what your heart tell you and be firm even when the whole world is against you<<<

2007-11-28T18:06:00.000-08:00

Will be having my attachment at Singapore Cruise Centre next year..
And the "Biz Trading" actually accept 0 out of 6 ppls which gone for interview LOL..
Haha..but i guess all of us were happy to know that they didnt accept us =P

People feel happy, people feel sad
People feel loved, people feel rejected
People laugh, people cry
People can be emotional, as well as heartless
That's what make us human...

Many things are beyond our control.
We can't change the world's climate..
We can't slow down the time..
We can't help falling in love..
We can't prevent accidents from happening..
We can't change history that had happened..
We can't let human survive forever..
We can't help feeling helpless and hopeless sometimes..
We can't change our destiny..

Sometimes, the effort of individual is still small after all..
When one wants to accomplish a task but without support from others, it often end up as a failure..
Nobody lives alone in this world
Nobody wants to be despise/belittled
Everybody needs friends, family, shelter, water, oxygen.
Everybody hopes to be loved, to be cared, and to be respect

It is when we gone through those bitter times than will we learn to tresure the happy times together..
It is when we experience than will we really knows the result..
It is when we fall than will we learn..
It is when we love than a more beautiful world is created..

"All people yearn for the best, but what's make you more special than them?"
"If all people wants to earn and get high salary, then who will do those low pay job?"
This is really a interesting qns..
Everybody hope for the best..
Nobody wish to be a failure..
Nobody wish to fall down..
Nobody wish to be unhappy whole days round..

Many things are coming to an end..
School term will be closing soon in a few weeks time..
Holiday will start soon after Dec 15..
And the last things that i hate is saying"goodbye"
"Each of us have only one chance to be student and once its over, it will be forever"
Goodbye can be temporary as well as permanent..
Alot of tears, emotion, and the feeling of "unbearable" is involved..
Haa!~i have written so many crap already =) Haha..
"Make everyday a day of yours by enjoing what you are doing" But not crime pls!! LOL
T_T I want to sing=D

2007-11-26T18:13:00.000-08:00

Boo!~
Broke T_T
Spent around $140 buying casual pants, belt, and formal shoes.
Still have tie need to buy=) And i want buy sunglasses too (:
And have 2 interview for attachment already
Singapore Cruise Centre and Biz Trading..
The interview really is a very"unique" exp..
Hope will get the Cruise Centre want..
Hee~

>>I have really grow over the years. Be it physically, mentally, or emotionally<<

2007-11-21T18:50:00.000-08:00

Above are some random pictures taken...

A boat flowing in the middle of the sea

No direction, no destination

Which way should i go?

Yup, that's the feeling i'm feeling now..

I'm so confused over so many matters..

I tried very hard to smile and bring laughter to the ppls around me but sometimes, i just cant control my feelings..

I look at the things i wrote in my blog..

Is it the real me?

I seems to have lost myself..

I said that i hate hypocrite but sometimes, i really felt that the real hypocrite is myself.

There are not many things/person that i can bring out the real me..

I'm feeling abit sick from the sunburn and tired..

I dont know why i felt so restless at times

Ya..i believe i will be better soon =]

Sometimes, i really hope i can throw everything behind and and went on a tour around the world..

I want to explore

I want to relax

I want to see the beauty of the world

I want to be close to the naure

I want to be carefree

Hmm..maybe i will do that when i'm old (:

Lives still goes on..

Be it we are happy, sad, agony, angry..

Hope everything will goes smoothly and hopefully, a better tomorrow...

Bye!~

2007-11-17T11:46:00.000-08:00

This week is really a hectic week..
Had RNT test on Wed and i was late due to waiting for bus zzz..
I rush like madness and the theory part cannot do..
My GPA for this term will drop for sure due to the very ->EXCITING module (:
But still hope will be over 3.0 for progression..
The NATAS award i didnt get it..
And somehow, i felt very happy cuz i only want the $600 and not the job (:
But since the money comes with the job so no choice..
And the NATAS recepients will be attached to Chang's Brother which is like ...
But, i believed they will do the job well..
Also, had a higher Nitec progression talk on thurs.
If i didnt make it for poly next year (Touch wood)
I will go for Business Admin..
Still hope that can get into poly somehow by thn..
On Thurs have a career fair at Simei ITE
Went there awhile only..Enjoyed chatting with my classmates on bus=D
Ms Wong had also asked us to go for our attachment interview..
Luckily i also choose the ''Big Trading"
But out of 6 ppls they will only choose 5 zzz..
Hpefully they will take all 6 in.. Haha..
For attachment, hope that i will not do it alone as it will be damn boring..
It's better to have someone to accompany..
Fri work for Eureka travel for the ''Sapphine Princess Cruise'' again
But the $$ will all go into buying formal wear nxt week..

Hmm..its weekend..

I seems to be living in the shadow of others
Someday i realy hope i can break through this

2007-11-12T19:20:00.000-08:00

Short update:

I finally passed the discipline check cuz had cut my hair..

Somehow nt used to it and think that longer hair suits me better (:

Haa!~ Thn today bring the old floks to the yakult factory.

At woodlands there from Bukit Merah..

Overall still okay except that they wont listen to instruction lol.. (:

But didnt blame them la cuz they old already so ...

And 1st time sing in the bus for so many ppls lol..

I think its aweful Haha.. =/

Was rather surprised to see Umairah hearing chinese song

She's cool i would say.. Haha(:

Tml and Wed test -_- zzz...

Hoo..stopping here..

3 photos that i took..

Yakult

OMG!!Why are bikini girls in yakult factory?

Censored!! Strictly for 18 yrs and above =)

2007-11-10T00:16:00.000-08:00

Dunno why nt feeling very good nw..
Its really a very bad and terrible feeling..
As there was nothing to do, decided to go to Jac B'day just now..
Went to ate Seoul Garden..
Although i dun quite know some of them, but i enjoyed myself..
Roy(Mark Bro) planned a surprise for Jac
Then after everyone were full, the cake came up..
After cake, Roy gave Jac a flower and a necklace..
Then Jac gave Roy a kiss.. They're really lovely..
After that something terrible happened..
We go to the arcade and Roy go play the hammer game..
He fall and broke his leg..
Jac hug tight to Roy and gave him the support he needs..
Then, the ambulance came and we cab down to Tan Tok Seng hospital and he have to go for surgery and have to stay at the hospital for at least 1 week.
Well, one moment they're so happy, while the other moment, such things happened..
Life is really mystery..Nv know what will happen next..
Its been a long time since i step into a hospital and its really a unpleasant feeling..
Seeing so many ppls suffer, not only themself and also the ones close to them..
Hope he will get well soon although not so know him (:
Haiz..Stayed in the hospital for few hrs and feeling very dull..
Then take mrt home..Saw Kenneth along the way back..
He certainly looks smart and really kind of miss him
Ard 1 yrs nv saw him le.. Although still say "hi" all this and still are friend but somehow, the feeling is different..
Are we still so close as before?Can we still joke like last time?
All these thoughts just went through my minds..
Haiz..really hate saying goodbye..Goodbye may be permanent or if not, a devastating want.
Suddently have to agree with this: life is full of changes
Its just a mixture of feelings going on and on in my hearts..
Its complicated and really, a sad want..
Some things can just seems to disappear even without us knowing..
All that left behind is just memory..
Its really sad..Life is indeed a cruel want. >.<

2007-11-08T15:13:00.000-08:00

Exhausted...XD but now ok le...(:
Went for NATAS interview yest so didn't go to scl...
Not pinning too much hope on it...I take it as a expierence for me..
What the employers asked, i said what my thoughts were and they kept probing me with" are you really interested in tourism?"
Well, they also asked abt why you choose this course? What do you know about the travel industry?Where do you plan to go after this course?What makes you think you are selected for the NATAS award?What do you learn from your course? And many many more...

Now reflecting back, am i really interested in tourism ? I guess so...Whatever comes along, i just have to go for it...To me, i take every course that i took as a stepping stone for me to achieve to my goals, understand where my interest lies, and hopefully, to be a better person... (:
Oh..and spent $24 on my hp memory card and $8 on the hp adaptor and no $$ to buy mp3 earpiece (: guess have to wait till nxt week perhaps...

And scl is drawing to an end soon...Will be having attachment nxt year...Hope it will be a enjoyable 2 months... Haha... RNT really is -_- Ridiculous and tedious Test nxt week, BEG also got a some sort of role play thing, then TKS need to submit the report.. zzz... But i believe all will be over soon...

Romantic Princess is getting more and more exciting XD Haha..And is it right to trick on somebody's feeling?Damn man just like the plot and all those funny and touching stuffs...

Ok tmr scl again (: Then weekend=rest time and nxt week will be a busy and messy week i guess (: Bye!~

2007-11-03T23:22:00.000-07:00

Went to CMPB Yesterday for medical check-up
The staff there were really unfriendly
Btw, ''The Game Plan" by "The Rock" is a very nice movie
Very funny and entertaining...
The modules for this term is really boring... (:

Sometimes really felt very tired by the things i saw or do...Its like everyday keep repeating the same things over and over again.. meaningless?
Really wonder why human exist?Do we carry a mission with us?Or are we simply just a toy created by gods? Who knows (:

Its Nov..Whoo!~ Moving into year 2008 soon
New aims, goals?And 1 year older (:
Hopefully the road ahead is a fruitful and wonderful want..
Its all the thoughts that counts..

And hope that my dad will recover from his cough..

2007-10-30T14:37:00.000-07:00

Exam over!! Finally!!
Glad that its all over but still cant help worrying for my results (:
To me:Eng papers this year very hard
Maths still okay..i think will get a pass but not high grade..
Then Eng-> zzz...Paper 2 really don't know how to do..
Lets pray and hope that i can make it for eng!!
Ok enough for exam..went to cut my hair..
shorter now (:
Erm..nth much these few days..Tml going back to scl!!
LOL..haha...

2007-10-26T09:48:00.000-07:00

1 picture to share:

Me and Umairah Sis.. (:

Dont know why just like this pict alot (: Very well taken..Haha..

Well..Thanks alot for those wishes ppls..

Very encouraging=P Haha..

And to all having exams: Your must jia you too!!

Today skip class as wanted to take a break..

Just felt really tired and so nv go..

Scl for this week has been okay so far..

Fun and alot of chit chat time=P Hee~

Except the R&T that is making me +_+( Crazy)

Hmm..later will be preparing all the stationary that i need for exams..

And maybe a bit of studying.. (:

Hmm.."Gong Zhu Xiao Mei" (Romantic Princess) is really a nice drama..

Some personal qns..Hehe..And i have my answer already (:

Why will we only start to treasure when we are about to lose it?

Why is it so hard to get back to the past sometimes?

Why does some peoples wear so many mask in front of another?

Why does we have to hide our feelings when we really care alot for them?

Is it true that when you have wasted the opportunity, the opportunity will be gone forever?

Me and some of my classmate (:

EXAM EXAM EXAM- Here i come!!!

2007-10-20T12:45:00.000-07:00

Hmm..1 week has passed..This term will be a short term..

I think the timetable for this term are quite good..

Early release almost everydays

But find the Reservation and Ticketing quite difficult!!

Alot of stuffs needs to remember >.<

Thn Mon and Fri went to Eureka Travel to work

At the pier at Pasir Panjiang terminal there

Earned around $110 and sees alot of interesting ppls, things..

Haha..Overall considered a fun experience for me (:

Then the rest of the days for this week nothing much happened..

Scl, home, sleep, watch tv, listen to music e.g e.g ...

My life can be quite dull and boring sometimes.. (:

O's coming in another 9 days

Hmm..what should i say? zzz.. Haha..

Just hope for the best..

Some pictures to end(Sapphine Princess Cruise Ship)

Its huge, gigantic and exp $_$ Hold up to 2000+ ppls

US$30,000 per person= S$50,000

Believe in ourself, hold on to our dreams. We'll reach that common destination someday, somehow. Many path, one destination. Many dreams, one aspiration.

Sounds familiar=P

2007-10-13T13:38:00.000-07:00

Wee!!~Sian..haha..so blog again (:
Time passes so fast..Now is weekend le..
Well, holiday coming to an end..
Scl, exam, medical check up coming up =)
Spent quite alot of money recently..
Last thurs went to arcade to play the basketball machine..
Fun=D Spent lots of $$ as long time nv go le..
Also play other as well la :)
Fury of Balls-> Funny Movie but the story nt very nice to me..
Been listening to music and watching tv almost everydays..
My favourite recreational activity LOL..haha..
And also basketball, swimming, and other sports too.. (:
*16 more days* AHHHHH!!~
My target: English->C5 , E.Maths->A2
Aha dunno can reach it or nt but around that grade will do (:
Sch re-opening but will nt be going on 1st day..
Going to work for the Eureka Travel from 8-5.30 Pm
Also dunno why i go do=/ zzz..
At harbour front there..Then Tues is a ITE holiday..
So till Wed thn will be going back to scl!!~
WAhaha..Cya guys thn..=)
And surprisingly, the Azmi from Kriston still gt asked whether want to work on 30 Oct at a chinese dinner..LOL..
I thought he have forgotten us le cuz of last time..
A GIRL QUARREL with a staff of theirs and they thought we are a group wan.. LOL..=)
But wont be doing cuz gt maths paper on that day..
Hmm..maybe will find a part-time to do after this months..
But see can find a suitable want or nt..=)
Then i want to buy:
A music player
Many many nice clothes/pants
A basketball
Shoes/cap/ring/necklace
A dog( If my parents allow)
Car=D Haha..(Joking joking)
And go sing everyday!!~ haha.. :)
Oh..highlight my hair too :)
Ok enough crap le..shall end here..

At least i try, even if i fail, i will leave no regret
From:Ai qing mo fa shi

2007-10-10T12:30:00.000-07:00

`B-O-R-E-D` Facing the four walls, like no difference from jail =)
Well..Really need to push myself to study..
19 more days to O lvl papers..*Crucial Periods*
And can feel the stress ..
Cuz recently very hard to get to sleep..
The mind will always be thinking of many stuffs..

I knew that it will not be easy..
Actually for the past 3 weeks of holiday, have nt done so much revision..
Everyday around 1-2 hrs of study only..
Really NOT ENOUGH!! =)
So left this last week of holiday..
Been studying untill i almost turned crazy..
Maths finished covering all chapters so doing past years papers nw..
English just read read and read!! =)
Read reader digest, Olvl compo book, and those sentence structure book..
And while searching for my Maths formula sheet,
Saw many, many stuffs from the past..
Journal, presents, sheets of papers, etc etc..
Really very heartwarming..
All the memories, All the hardwork, All the fun..
Especially those motivation cards from various teachers..Haha..

19 days may seem long..but it's not..
Once the exam started, everything will be over very fast..
Hope that my mind and hearts can really work with eachothers..
So that i can concentrate..
So ya..hope that every effort that was put in will pay off..
To me, although i felt that hardwork is not equal to results..
As being nervous/anxious in exam will somehow affect our performance..
But as long as i knew that i have already tried my best..
Thats what important.. =)
So shall end here..
Haiz..boring week.. =)
"Chiong Ah!!!!"

>>> The scariest thing in life beside death is loneliness<<<
>>>Love means letting the one you love received the most happiness<<< >>>Love cannot be compelled<<<

2007-10-04T10:58:00.000-07:00

Hihi everybody..Holidays ending in another 1week 3 day time=D Haha..

Well, Yest the results for ITE were out..

I got 4A and 1B(OIT) , GPA= 3.842

Felt satisfied and contented as my initial aims was 3.0 that could get me on to higher Nitec in bussiness related course if my Eng still cannot make it..( BUt PLS MAN, HOPE NOT =) )

Somehow, if this were my Olvl results that will be good=x

But not possible i know LOL=) haha..

Overall, i'm relief that i have crossed one obstacles

And next is O LVL!!Hope can crossed it too..=)

Yest( Wed) I have a great day!!

Went to suntec there with XY, YW, WK, and Mark..

Then go play arcade awhile..I played the KOF

I really dont know how to play..

But managed to beat to the last king there..haha..

Then lost to it by a little.. =) HAHA..

After that went to Kbox.. It was my 1st visit there LOL..Dont laugh ah!! =)

Felt very "high" and i simply love it.. =)

And i find that Cantonese songs are very nice..All..

Then sang alot untill my voice cannot already..

But still continued thn they even beg me to stop..LOL..

Luckily the window nv break=P

But still OK right GUYS? LOL..haha..

Saw alot of familiar songs and sounds gd!!

Wish that next time can go again..haha..

But dont know will be when le.. haha..

Ok..shall stop here with only three pic that was taken..

Btw, Happy B'day Xin Yue in advance..

Take Care All..And keep pressing on guys..

PSLE=Started, N LVL=Started, Olvl=Starting

All exam coming @@

Inside the room

Sing, sing, sing!!

Me and XY =)

2007-09-30T11:31:00.000-07:00

O' LvL Coming!!In another 4 weeks time!!How prepared am i?Am i readyfor it?Hmm..I think that will be around 30% prepared..This week have nt done so much revision even though sometimes really have time and nothing to do but will nt think of opening the book..=/ I think alot of ppls nw are afraid that O is coiming again cuz we'all once fall..I am nt a exception too..Yes i am afraid and anxious for it though my face sometimes doesn't show it..Dreams, goals,hopes, aims, wishes, expectation are all tarnished at once..The feeling is not very gd..Especially after the eng oral, my confident level for English Language have dropped tremendiously..Not that i am emo or what, but just felt that the oral i have in Aug is like no difference from last year..What if i get E8 back again?Or worst still F9?That only prove one thing..My Eng really cannot make it..Or i have nt put in enough effort for it for the past few years in area of studies..Just two more written paper to go and everything will be finalised..

Then how prepared am i for maths?Maths used to be my best subject and the subject that i like the most from pri scl till now..Cuz i find it interesting and challenging..The reason i choose to retake this time round is to obtain a better grade..But dunno can or nt or a mistake to retake..After going through some maths qns, i find some rather okay and i know where my weakness lies..Loci and transformation..This two sure come out..Really need to brush this two up.. Lets hope for the best? Ya..

Today is my Dad B'day!! Haha..Gona eat alot later cuz my mum cooking steamboat=P Hope that my Dad will be healthy and more richer=)..HEE!~ Oh..btw "Evon Almightly" is a very nice movie..haha..Very humourous and can see lots of animals=) Okay one pict to end this post=) Taken from last week..Progressing to 3rd week of holiday! ( Really need to do some revision!!=))

Before the movie start..So many ppls watch-_- Haha..But nice show ..